Summer! Oh! please come quick
Quick as a fox to snatch and shit.
That shit it gave will make us gay
And i don't mean that sensitive way.
The violet hill is anti-war.
Songs about peace to everyone.
Songs that makes us all believe
That things will better; so don't quit.
Though spring means life, winter then death.
But Summer is what my heart longeth.
Then fall is my emotionless state
I do care less than an apple cheese cake.
So I'm just a tree on a crazy hill.
Waiting for the sun and the frizzling rain.
I wait for the winter wounds to heal.
I wait for the changes of the seasons' air.
So I'm just a tree on a crazy hill.
Well I'm just a tree and I can't feel.
No I can't dream and I can't sing.
I'm just a troubled tree, a troubled king.
I dreamed
of you
last night.
Not the 29 year
old you
who died
as I held
your hand,
but the
younger you,
the young kid
with the smile
and big
blue eyes,
the adventurous
you, the climber,
the you
in the cowboy hat
and gun,
the blue
eyed you,
the one
mischievous
for fun.
I dreamed
of you
last night.
Not the 29
year old who
died and flat-lined
my heart, but
the younger you,
big eyes of blue,
that one,
that you,
my son.
I wake up in my bed
a place where it seems made up my head
A place where I am accepted
and thought was not intercepted
Those who complain and shout are silent
Hesitate and think before breaking violent
and love is returned once more
Without an abrupt end, to come to a slammed door
Where we can all come together
Despite our difference and faulty weather
We can believe
That we don't have to be alone, we can acheive
Without getting attacked, tied down and hit
Forced and not to stand in freedom, but relentlessly sit
Where we can be working as a team
Doesn't this seem like a perfect dream?
Where I sleep, and say it's okay
To those who struggle within the night
To those who hide within the day
But the glass shatters once more
An undesirable light becomes shone
Breaking. Disturbing. Injuring.
My once calm world
My utopia
Is only a shadow
That mourns behind me of society's constant unrest and complain
and leaves my heart shaken and torn, and leaves an unwashable, unforgettable stain.
I had a HORRIBLE Nightmare last night that I was Dying.. And, the only way for me to live was to drink a lot of Water...
I kept trying to drink Water, but, I couldn't swallow it! I tried so hard to drink the Water, but, I just couldn't get it to go down my throat! I was freaking out!
After trying to drink Water, for what seemed like hours, I managed to get a couple, little, drops of Water down my throat... I had to force those drops of Water to go down my throat with all of my might!!
Then, I FINALLY Woke Up in a Panic, and, I was sooo Relieved that it was only a dream.. Phew!!!
I was riding a bike through a field of grass..
The grass was short and really green. It was sunny and beautiful outside...
I came upon a big, silver, windmill and a small, red, barn. I got off of my bike and walked it the rest of the way to the windmill..
Then, I saw my husband, Jeff, sitting next to the windmill..
I sat down next to him and we chatted for a little bit, but I can't remember what we talked about..
I then asked him if I was dreaming..
Jeff said: "Yes, you are dreaming... I am your Guide to the next reality or dimension that you will choose to enter."
Then, I asked: "How do I know what dimension to enter?"
He then told me to look ahead and so I did..
When, I looked ahead all that I saw was the field of short, green, grass that seemed to go on forever and a bright sun hovering in the sky..
I told him that I was confused and he told me to "Look Closer".
So, I looked ahead again..
That's when I saw it... The other dimensions flashed before my eyes..
First, there was the green grass field.
Then, it morphed into a huge and endless, dark blue lake and it was night time and the huge, bright, moon was hovering over the lake.. I could see the moonlight shinning onto the lake..
Then, it morphed into a smaller lake with muddy, green and brown, grass behind it and it was almost light out. Thus, the sun was now starting to rise..
Then, it morphed into a dark and gloomy, black-top, road that seemed to be a road that was in the middle of nowhere and it seemed like it would go on forever..
There was also a huge puddle in the road and on both sides of the road there was muddy, dark green and brown, grass. It was also pouring down rain...
Then, that morphed into a less gloomy, black-top road, and the sun was out, shining brightly..
There was now a tiny puddle on the side of the road and the road was only a little wet...
On both sides of the road the grass was bright green and moist with dew..
I then told Jeff that I wanted to go into that dimension, and he said: "Okay"
I asked him for a ride because I didn't want to walk or ride my bike down the road because it looked like it would go on for a long time and it was starting to get hot outside..
Jeff said: "Yes" and then a car appeared..
We got into the car and started driving down the road..
It was so sunny out and as I looked out of the car windows, all I saw ahead was the endless road..
When I looked out the driver's and passenger seat windows, all that I saw was a bright green, and grassy, field on both sides.
I rolled down my window and I could feel the wind in my hair..
Then, I looked at Jeff and he was focused on driving down the road and he didn't look back at me..
It was then that I finally woke up.
It was a strange dream but it was very vivid and detailed.
It also seemed very real...
Let's move to California
Talk like we're from the south
Dress like New York fashion week
Kiss strangers on the mouth
Live in the land of golden dreams
Make love and learn to fly
Drink till things aren't what they seem
And live too fast to die
...
so he asked me
to dream a dream,
and so i said
that I would
only ever dream,
of drifting
into a life where
poetic allure lives on the heart,
and in the eyes
of all people,
and written words
are only etched
on the carcasses
of those who sell
their soul,
and the souls of
others,
for their own profit.
then, scars would at least
hold the
weight of their worth,
and words
could lie upon the
backs of
the beasts
they were created for.
....
...
I had this Dream about a Year ago and I forgot to post it on here so here it is.... I must say this dream was unbelievably creepy. My cousin, who is going to college for producing films, wanted to use this dream for one of his short films, lol. It's an interesting dream to say the least... Anyway, here it goes:
Pig Mask Dream 9/20/2012
I was in this trailer with this kid and my in-laws and Jeff (My Husband). There were huge fish tanks everywhere with bizzar looking fish in them. I was wanting to take the fish tanks home and as I was walking to the door there was a panic.
The little kid started screaming. And one of my in-law's said "Someone is at the door". I was spooked. The door had a window with a light colored curtian covering it and I could see the shilloette of a man through it. I freaked and we all ran to the back room.
We heard banging from outside the trailer. We kept going from room to room. This trailer seemed to be growing rooms! Then the banging stopped and I told the kid it hide by the side of the bed of the room we were in. I walked out into the hallway and looked out the window, and there were these men in pig masks looking through the windows and they started banging on the windows and trailer again.
I ran to make sure the door was locked and make sure no one had got inside. Then I looked out the window and saw a riot going on. People were swinggin chains, carrying weapons and shooting guns, and running in the street around the trailer!
I ran back to the room that the kid was in and it was just me and the kid there. I looked into the next room and there was this girl in her underwear hunched down in the dark room and her hair was long and black and it covered her and part of the floor. She was breathing very heavily.
I was so afraid to go into the room so I slwoly backed away and when I turned around the kid I was with had changed. He had black as cole eyes and huge bags and was completely pail and he just stared at me. Then I woke up.