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1 I can’t… But, Why? By jfarrell I can’t… I haven’t prepared… What if…. I could give a million reasons. I can’t bare the humiliation. A broken leg may hurt, But… SNAP! It’s over Humiliation is barbed wire through the heart Relived everytime you sleep Re- Poem 1 183 4 years ago
2 A drunk, long before I found alcohol By jfarrell Poem 1 213 4 years ago
3 Dancing in the dust By jfarrell Poem 135 4 years ago
4 I Manipulate By jfarrell Poem 183 5 years ago
5 Shaken, not stirred By jfarrell Poem 167 5 years ago
6 My first time drunk By jfarrell Poem 157 5 years ago
7 This caged bird don’t sing By jfarrell Poem 228 5 years ago
8 Down the drain By jfarrell Poem 183 5 years ago
9 Fight or Flight By jfarrell Poem 193 5 years ago
10 Camping By jfarrell Poem 189 5 years ago
11 Gutter rat By jfarrell Poem 171 5 years ago
12 Broken leg Poem 1 139 5 years ago
13 To hear you say… Poem 193 5 years ago
14 Mini-Beast of the East Poem 211 5 years ago
15 The JellyBaby Uprising By jfarrell It started at the Merrow Street corner shop. I was just walking past, when it exploded And, out of the debris, emerged A 20ft tall, multicoloured JellyBaby. It outstretched its arms, Leaned back his head And gave a cr Poem 164 5 years ago
16 Echo of a shadow Poem 202 5 years ago
17 On a hot, lazy day Poem 154 5 years ago
18 Breaking News!!!! By jfarrell We interrupt your viewing with breaking news…. JellyBabies have risen up and rebelled against us. Sweet shops, up and down the country have been destroyed As JellyBabies, by the packet, spring into life And start their camp Poem 149 5 years ago
19 Across an empty hall Poem 159 5 years ago
20 They Poem 1 153 5 years ago
21 Building Bridges Poem 158 5 years ago
22 Joyride to madness Poem 172 5 years ago
23 Dog-ends Poem 149 5 years ago
24 behind my walls Poem 131 5 years ago
25 Mr Ben Poem 208 5 years ago
26 With no particular place to go Poem 2 180 5 years ago
27 Family Truths Poem 1 213 5 years ago
28 Cold Poem 200 5 years ago
29 Tomorrow Poem 217 5 years ago
30 WMD By jfarrell Dressed in my fred flinstone trunks, Riding my silver surfer surf board; I crest the wave of fire, I crash into the wave of ice And howl in fury. That bloody unicorn’s got my bag of weed! I crash up against a barrier and feel myself enve Poem 168 5 years ago
31 Loneliness Poem 141 5 years ago
32 idea for a book, maybe Prose 243 5 years ago
33 happy 2018 all Poem 214 5 years ago
34 error... error... does not compute christmas Poem 213 5 years ago
35 start as mean to go on Poem 258 5 years ago
36 50 was a crossroads Poem 227 5 years ago
37 wolf unleashed Poem 223 5 years ago
38 You’re nothing but a bad smell Poem 1 273 5 years ago
39 Flying across London at night Poem 199 5 years ago
40 Happy Christmas Poem 214 5 years ago
41 To be embraced Poem 241 5 years ago
42 Sticks and stones…. Poem 225 5 years ago
43 Slap!! Poem 226 5 years ago
44 School scraps Poem 190 5 years ago
45 Vending machine Poem 265 5 years ago
46 Social mobility Poem 202 5 years ago
47 Care Poem 209 5 years ago
48 Drunk Vs Sober Poem 139 5 years ago
49 From drunken ashes…. Poem 256 5 years ago
50 Tardis Poem 208 5 years ago
51 You decide… please leave a comment Poem 2 249 5 years ago
52 Wake up Poem 256 5 years ago
53 Last chat with mum; aged 24 (me, aged 24) Poem 236 5 years ago
54 Where is your mind at? Poem 197 5 years ago
55 Where are you? Poem 163 5 years ago
56 incey wincey spider Poem 228 5 years ago
57 Marathon Man Poem 187 5 years ago
58 Childhood dreams Poem 184 5 years ago
59 Lucky Poem 181 5 years ago
60 In loco parentis Poem 559 5 years ago
61 Duracell bunny Poem 213 5 years ago
62 Damoclese’s Sword Poem 1 175 5 years ago
63 Dragon scale gown Poem 236 5 years ago
64 Nevers Poem 284 5 years ago
65 Out to Lunch Poem 403 5 years ago
66 Happy Birthday Warcraft Poem 275 5 years ago
67 Proper homelessness Poem 129 5 years ago
68 Oh, Holy Sausage Roll Poem 253 5 years ago
69 From the depths Poem 384 5 years ago
70 Changes; language Poem 172 5 years ago
71 If… Poem 194 5 years ago
72 Heal, damn you Poem 130 5 years ago
73 All Hallows Eve Poem 187 5 years ago
74 Lost my temper Poem 155 5 years ago
75 Rehousing cats Poem 204 5 years ago
76 you don’t have to be here Poem 191 5 years ago
77 Life is bigger Poem 201 5 years ago
78 Voices Poem 273 5 years ago
79 Walk in my shoes, then judge me Poem 1 211 5 years ago
80 Still Standing Poem 194 5 years ago
81 Labels Poem 280 5 years ago
82 The effects of child abuse on you Poem 248 5 years ago
83 Anniversaries Poem 246 5 years ago
84 The Inner me Poem 201 5 years ago
85 A family wedding Poem 167 5 years ago
86 Peeling the onion Poem 280 5 years ago
87 A dream last night Poem 265 5 years ago
88 national poetry day Poem 188 5 years ago
89 I need to believe Poem 219 5 years ago
90 I’d love to be able to draw Poem 194 5 years ago
91 Solyent Green Poem 181 5 years ago
92 Awaken, my dear Poem 148 5 years ago
93 It Poem 142 5 years ago
94 Human racing Poem 123 5 years ago
95 Am I as stupid as I believe I am? Poem 120 5 years ago
96 6 strings Poem 184 5 years ago
97 Sustainable steps Poem 200 5 years ago
98 Welcome to the Dark Poem 192 5 years ago
99 What are scars? Poem 3 196 5 years ago
100 Job Prospects Poem 219 5 years ago
101 All apologies Poem 186 5 years ago
102 Tourist Poem 133 5 years ago
103 But, I am, so it comes out that way Poem 157 5 years ago
104 Silence, like a cancer grows Poem 182 5 years ago
105 Shout Poem 2 215 5 years ago
106 Abortion Poem 167 5 years ago
107 News for You Poem 199 5 years ago
108 Destroying Legacy Poem 199 5 years ago
109 As midnight approaches Poem 190 5 years ago
110 Waves of darkness Poem 175 5 years ago
111 ostracised Poem 203 5 years ago
112 Crossroad Poem 272 5 years ago
113 Change. Evolve. Or die trying Poem 247 5 years ago
114 Behind the mask Poem 263 5 years ago
115 Forgotten Son Poem 183 5 years ago
116 Brown to green to brown Poem 175 5 years ago
117 Words Poem 175 5 years ago
118 Mohammed let me down Poem 192 5 years ago
119 As I float through space… Poem 1 201 5 years ago
120 “And… NO SINGING!!!” Poem 149 5 years ago
121 Tick-Tock Poem 1 200 5 years ago
122 I am not a sinner Poem 193 5 years ago
123 Destroying statues, burning books Poem 380 5 years ago
124 Two Wishes Poem 174 5 years ago
125 Small God Poem 180 5 years ago
126 Compass Poem 232 5 years ago
127 Fevered visions Poem 160 5 years ago
128 Failure to communicate Poem 152 5 years ago
129 Blowing up women and children Poem 162 5 years ago
130 I’m not the messiah.. (he’s a…) Poem 247 5 years ago
131 Laugh, and the world laughs with you… Poem 151 5 years ago
132 The slug slimes back Poem 163 5 years ago
133 The inner maelstrom Poem 1 346 5 years ago
134 Perceptions Poem 126 5 years ago
135 Real life people Poem 128 5 years ago
136 The worm that turned Poem 199 5 years ago
137 Why are my feelings always so dark? Poem 1 226 5 years ago
138 Is There A Point? Poem 144 5 years ago
139 Impotent Rage Poem 175 5 years ago
140 Dragon’s Scales Poem 171 5 years ago
141 I don’t wanna be me Poem 1 151 5 years ago
142 Can I Get A Refund? Poem 186 5 years ago
143 Dragon’s Release Poem 142 5 years ago
144 Vivlaldi’s Four Seasons Poem 132 5 years ago
145 Memories Fade Poem 167 5 years ago
146 Forward We March Poem 169 5 years ago
147 Stepping Up Poem 241 5 years ago
148 Webs Poem 2 361 5 years ago
149 Chrysalis Poem 260 5 years ago
150 Watching you Poem 192 5 years ago
151 Birth Poem 1 213 5 years ago
152 Heroes Poem 159 5 years ago
153 Desperately seeking for … Poem 168 5 years ago
154 Zeroes and Ones Poem 144 5 years ago
155 Paradigm Shift Poem 182 5 years ago
156 Boris Johnson as Delboy Trotter Poem 188 5 years ago
157 Inspired by English exercise to write a news report Prose 235 5 years ago
158 Sunday Evening in June, London, 2017 Poem 165 5 years ago
159 Don’t Listen to Them Poem 229 5 years ago
160 Responsibility Poem 106 5 years ago
161 Save the World Poem 128 5 years ago
162 Nothing, Like You Poem 181 5 years ago
163 The Problem Poem 237 5 years ago
164 Knowledge is the Key Poem 174 5 years ago
165 It Sounded Like Popcorn Poem 213 5 years ago
166 Nomad Poem 1 181 5 years ago
167 Figment of my Imagination Poem 209 5 years ago
168 How to read The Bible Poem 5 281 5 years ago
169 Arrangement in any minor key Poem 210 5 years ago
170 Don’t Look Poem 194 5 years ago
171 Fragments Poem 125 5 years ago
172 28th Day Sober Poem 1 251 5 years ago
173 Be Afraid Poem 1 281 5 years ago
174 On Nights, Such as This… Poem 1 341 5 years ago
175 Flies Poem 158 5 years ago
176 Brainwashing Poem 224 5 years ago
177 I’m walking in my sleep tonight Poem 164 5 years ago
178 I am scared of my hoover Poem 264 5 years ago
179 Old Dog, New Tricks Poem 226 5 years ago
180 The 21st Day - Sober Poem 150 5 years ago
181 I say, I say, about this book…. Poem 201 5 years ago
182 Stop telling me I can’t change the world Poem 275 5 years ago
183 My Dragon’s Vengeance Poem 218 5 years ago
184 Anchor Poem 118 5 years ago
185 So you wanna be a terrorist Poem 180 5 years ago
186 The Police Poem 183 5 years ago
187 Shame Poem 149 5 years ago
188 Becoming Poem 151 5 years ago
189 The Edge Poem 203 5 years ago
190 Silent no more Poem 245 5 years ago
191 Hope Poem 140 5 years ago
192 Waste of space drunk Poem 140 5 years ago
193 I wish meditation works Poem 258 5 years ago
194 Know my own strength Poem 271 5 years ago
195 Scars Poem 2 153 5 years ago
196 The Politicians Don’t Care What You Think Poem 182 5 years ago
197 Day 12 is a bugger Poem 132 5 years ago
198 30cms Poem 201 5 years ago
199 You Have The Power Poem 166 5 years ago
200 Your Fault, Do Something Poem 172 5 years ago
201 Butterfly Poem 128 5 years ago
202 new life Poem 184 5 years ago
203 Poetry in Motion Poem 147 5 years ago
204 Entropy Poem 170 5 years ago
205 A Change is a Coming Poem 210 5 years ago
206 Kaleidoscope Poem 144 5 years ago
207 Guide Me Poem 219 5 years ago
208 Clouds Poem 199 5 years ago
209 Happy Mother’s Day Poem 178 5 years ago
210 Together Poem 229 5 years ago
211 Hands Poem 167 5 years ago
212 I hope I’ve the strength Poem 145 5 years ago
213 Five days Poem 260 5 years ago
214 Last Night Poem 154 5 years ago
215 Life in a Bag Poem 158 5 years ago
216 Someone Poem 214 5 years ago
217 dragon's claw Poem 181 5 years ago
218 today Poem 219 5 years ago
219 Lesson Poem 1 193 5 years ago
220 My Rogue Poem 174 5 years ago
221 Sealed with a kiss Poem 168 5 years ago
222 First Step Poem 131 5 years ago
223 My Mage Poem 146 5 years ago
224 Did God make this world? Poem 2 236 5 years ago
225 sunrise Poem 172 5 years ago
226 my bitterness has made me ugly Poem 236 5 years ago
227 Out of the dark Poem 162 5 years ago
228 when THEY come for me Poem 179 5 years ago
229 the message of the day is.. Poem 195 5 years ago
230 here, wasn't the plan Poem 187 5 years ago
231 why am i sat here Poem 208 5 years ago
232 the new world Poem 205 5 years ago
233 turn the tv up Poem 255 5 years ago
234 wordsmith Poem 261 5 years ago
235 sorry, what the hell... Poem 1 202 5 years ago
236 i can tell tales of woe Poem 236 5 years ago
237 and, tonight.... Poem 223 5 years ago
238 alone Poem 216 5 years ago
239 you.... yes, you Poem 230 5 years ago
240 gulf Poem 236 5 years ago
241 because.... Poem 208 5 years ago
242 i long to... Poem 213 5 years ago
243 ashtray Poem 230 5 years ago
244 decay Poem 205 5 years ago
245 silver linings Poem 219 5 years ago
246 lemmings Poem 222 5 years ago
247 stop the flow Poem 221 5 years ago
248 take my hand Poem 221 5 years ago
249 still peasants Poem 221 5 years ago
250 are you there Poem 245 5 years ago