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Emotional Hearts Crying Together

 

Precious Baby Girl
Why Are You Crying All By Yourself
It Tears Up My Eyes And My Heart
To See Beautiful Lady Breaking Down
I Can't Stand To See A Beauty With A Frown

 

Here I Come I'll Say
But I Won't Just Watch
And See You Cry
Let Me Brush Those Tears
Because I Don't Like To See
Someone Hurting Inside
Sitting All By Themselves

 

I Don't Want To Leave You Alone
But Let Me Sit By Your Side
Let Me Be Near You
I Don't Know What Made You Cry
I Don't Know Why You're Sad
I Don't Know What's Going Through Your Mind
But I Want You To Know
That I Love You

 

I Don't Care What The Others Might Say
They Might Say I'm Just Some Random Creepy Guy
Others Might Say I'm Stalking You
Some Might Say I'm Just Looking At Your Appearance

 

But Everyone Needs A Little Love
Everyone Needs To Feel Cared For
Everyone Needs A Tight Caring Hug
And Everyone Needs A Shoulder To Cry On

 

Maybe You're Alone
In The Corner Of An Empty House
Or Maybe You're The One
No One Notices In The Crowd
Maybe You're The One With Parents
Who Abuse, Hurt And Don't Really Care About You
Maybe You're The One
Who Keeps All Their Emotions Inside
No One Suspects Any Sense Of Sadness Or Anger

 

But Let Me Tell You One Thing
I'm One Of Those Emotional Man
Who No One Suspects
Who Lacks Major Affection In His Life
No One Suspects That Joyful Silly Joke
That He Desperately Needs A Hug
Desperately Wants To Feel Loved

 

The One Emotional Man
Who Just Wants To Feel Loved
Trying To Find Someone
Who's Just As Broken As He Is
Someone Who Just Wants To Feel Loved
Someone Who Has Lacked Love In Their Life
I Don't Care What Has Happened In Your Life
I Don't Care Who Has Hurt Or Injured You

 

I Just Want To Be The One
Who Removes Your Troubles
I Just Want To Be The One
Who Heals Your Heart
The One Who Softens All Of The Pain

 

When You Feel Like Letting Go
I Want You To Feel That
Someone Is Holding Onto Your Hand
Someone Who Is Willing To Die For You
Someone Who Is Willing To Stick By Your Side
Someone Who Has Felt The Same Exact Pain

 

Perhaps Not The Exact Experience
But The Hollowness In Your Heart
The Empty Desertedness
You Feel All The Time

 

I Want To Be The One
Who Stops You From Giving Up
The One Who Keeps Your Engine Running
Never Letting You Give Up
Never Letting Go Of Your Hand
But The One Who Stick With You
Through All Of The Ups And Down
The Happiness And Cheerful
The Sorrow And The Sadness

 

I Will Be The One
Who Will Hold Your Hand
Until The End Of Time
Until Everyone Gives Up On You
I May Be A Broken Man
I May Be Someone
Who Is Breaking Down

 

But If There's Someone
Who's Crying Out Inside
Just As I Am Right Now
I Will Give It My All
To Keep You Happy
I Will Give It My All
To Make You Smile
For The Sake Of My Happiness
I Don't Want You To Worry

 

I Would Rather See You
Smile Through Those Tears
Crying Your Heart
From The Inside To Outside
To Understand You Have Someone
Who Really Cares About You
And I Will Hold Onto That Promise
I Won't Let Go
I Won't Give In
I Will Give It My All
All For You My Dear

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It Was Past 1 AM And I Was Crying Prior To Writing This

Red Blood Scarred Memories

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People

All I Remember Is Empty Promises
How Can I Pretend
That I See Everything Clearly
I Can't Even See It Through My Eyes
I've Reaped All Of The Pain
And Even After Loving You
I Could Never Be The Same
It Was Never About What I Believed
It Was About What You've Already Given Me
When You Look Me Through Your Eyes

 

I Could Never Cry The Same
Can You See My Soul?
Can You Recognize My Heart?
I've Been Caught With The Promises
Lost In The Forgotten Memories
That I Don't Know Of
I Can't Think Of
Because I've Left Them Behind
How Can I Say I'm Thankful
When I Don't Even Remember Any Of It

 

I Could Never Feel All Your Pain
What I've Felt
I Don't Remember
I Try Not To Remember
But Already, I've Forgotten Myself
I Lost Count Of The Tears
I Can't Seem To Remember The Good
Because All I Remember Is
Is Not What Was Meant To Be

 

It Wasn't By Fate
It Was More Wishful Thinking
It Was My Sword Drawn To My Neck
How Can I Recognize The Cure
When I All I See Is My Blood
All Of This Pain Flowing Inside

 

I Can't Remember
I Don't Know
Because I Think I Don't Care
I Don't Want To Not Care
But I Forgot About The Importance Of Love
It Felt Like I've Lost Myself In The River

 

Incinerated I Can't Feel My Skin
I Can't Ignore My Soul
Even Though I'm Far From Pure
Sentimental I Don't Know What I Feel
Because Every Nudge I Stab
It Leaves A Mark
And When I Try To Erase It
It Replaces The Mark
With A Scar
A Scar I Cannot Remove

 

But I Can Tell You
That The Scar You Are Seeing
Is What Made Me Stronger
It's What Reminds Me
Of What I've Experienced
The Pain I've Felt
The Struggles I've Endured
And Even Though I Can't Say
I'm Learning From My Mistakes
I Have Better Insight Of Mistakes
Then I Once Had
Prior To My Scars

Heartfelt Love

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Miracles

You Would Not Believe
If I Asked You A Simple Question
You Could Wish For Anything
Everything Of Within Wealth Dreams

 

Beyond Demand Or Desire
Souvenir Or Offer Of Time
That If I Asked You
Would You Rather Have
A Date At The Most Expensive Restaurant
Or A Man That Cooks Your Meal From His Heart
I'll Be Here To Heal Your Pain

 

If I Told You There's Nothing You Could Give Me
That Would Mean More To Me
Than To Spend Time With Someone You Loved
Nothing More Than Being With Someone
Someone Who Calms Your Heart
Someone Who Soothes Your Soul
Someone Who Eases All Of The Pain
Pain That Seemed To Last Forever
Would Last Less Than A Blink

I'll Be Here To Heal Your Heart

 

There Would Be No Gift Beyond Expense
That Would Make Me Any More Happier
Than Just Being With Someone
Someone Who Makes You Happy
Being By Them Warms Your Insides
Snuggling With Them Calms Your Heart
Please Stay Here For While

 

Someone Who Values You More Than A Person
Who Looks Beyond The Appearance Of Beauty
Looking Beyond Your Skin, Hair, Or Body Display
But Loves You From Your Heart Inside Out
Please Stay For The Moment

 

You Can Stay Right Next To Me
You Can Sit Right Next To Me
And Cuddle Right Beside Me
Snuggle Close By My Arms
You Don't Need To Say A Word
I Won't Say A Word Either
Because You're Cute
You're So Adorable
And You're So Beautiful
With Those Sparkling Eyes
Please Stick Around

 

This Moment Feels So Calm
It's So Quiet Here
I Might Have The Thought Of Music
The Thought Of Tuning On Orchestra Music
But Maybe I'll Just Stay Quietly Here
Right Beside You And Keep You Happy Here
Just Stay Here For A While
My Dear Cute Love
Please Stay Here With Me

Breaking Deceptive Glass

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People

The Second Wind
Comes Against Your Face
Brushes On Your Skin
Why Does It Feel So Bad To Do
But Yet I Feel So Good
Bring Pain Into My Heart

 

I Used To Think It Was Forever
I Thought It Would Last A Life Time
But Sometimes You Just Don't Know The End
Sometimes You Just Don't The Story
And Sometimes You Just Don't Their Reason

 

It Feels Like So Much Resentfulness
So Much Hidden Cognitive Energy
Why Do You Feel The Need To Bring It
Why Does The Subconscious Feel So Real

 

The Day I Told You
It Would Never Come To An End
But Here Lies Your Old Promise
It Just Falls Apart

There's No Pieces To Pick Up
And I Know It Wasn't Intentional
I Know It Wasn't Intended
But Yet I Feel Forced To Feel Indifferent
Yet I Feel Misguided And Wrong
Unbearable And Unforgiving

 

Will The Rain Fall Faster Than Your Tears
You Lost Me At It Was Meant To Be
You Lost Me With Your Given Thoughts
Why Do You Bring It To Existence
Why Do You Bring It Up
Just To Waste It Away Again
This Isn't A Time For Reason
This Isn't Just For The Moment
But You Bring It To The Ground
You Brought It To An End

just stop for a moment

just stop for a moment

and picture a place and time

way, way back there in the past

when greek and roman mythology

both reigned supreme

back when the world was still quite young

with lots of forests and woodlands

and covered over with pretty shades of green

 

then one special day

god reached down to earth

and came upon a young boy

who was really just half grown

happily swimming in the ocean

with a dolphin

long before the fear of humans

had ever been sown

 

anyways he was out there at sea

although he was all by himself

he was protected and safe

there with the dolphins

and somehow still very close to home

 

long before anyone had ever thought

to even giving him a name

or carve his statute in stone

for right now at least ---

he was still a young boy

happily swimming in the ocean

but really all alone

 

now think back to a time

long before people hungered

for the emptiness of fortune and fame

long before anyone had ever thought

to give the boy a name

 

but on that special day

god spoke and said

look ---

I know you’re just a young boy

swimming out here in the ocean

and having lots of fun

way out here in the sea

under a bright and warm summer sun

 

but if you didn’t act so dumb

and sometimes kind of stupid

you could almost be another angel

or even another cupid

 

because cupid could fly around

just all over the place

and touch each person’s heart

among every creed and race

 

the boy listened – but couldn’t speak

was this really god ?

and was he really this near ?

and was he really this close ?

the boy was totally stunned now

and overcome with anguish and fear

 

then god was gone

and the boy was alone again

with just his troubled thoughts

and mixed up hopes and dreams

and maybe even some silent

confused and muddled screams

 

but he thought to himself

over and over again in his mind

for at least a thousand times

 

( and you might as well know it right now !!! )

 

he was still looking for more proof

or at least a few more signs

 

anyways he thought to himself

those things that cupid spoke of

whether they’re real or not

or whether they came down from heaven

or from some distant galaxy

way way out there in outer-space

 

or were they just from

some crazy person’s wild imagination

whatever creed – whatever race

 

because --- if they really do make people happy

really, really happy

( for he too was kind of like cupid )

( sometimes kind of – sort of a little stupid )

 

for he simply couldn’t figure out

or understand why

if those things that cupid spoke of

if they make people – really, really happy

 

THEN WHY ON GOD’S GREEN EARTH ----???

DO THEY ALSO MAKE PEOPLE CRY ----???

 

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Into The Red Zone

Here....I Am Falling Fast
I Am Covered With Your Hate
I Am Covered With Your Blame
Why Can't You See The Blood
Why Can't You See The Pain

 

Do You Hear Me Now
Do You See Me Now
Do You See This Gaping Wound
Can You See I Can't Escape This Pain
I Can't Undo What I've Done
Can't You See Me Now

But Can You Hear Me Now

 

Can't You See Me Bleeding
Can't You See This Healing
I Am Covered In  Blood
I Am Covered With Pain
When It Goes Through
Inside And Out
You Lose You Head

 

AND HOW
Much Does It Hurt?
BUT WHY
Does It Hurt That Much?
AND YES
It May Numb You
BUT YOU CAN"T
Give Up The Fight

 

But If You Wanna Fight
You Don"t Want To Start With Me
If You Wanna Fight
You Don't Want To Test Me

Totally Unreal

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People

Everything I Leave In a Line
Everything I Say, You Think It's a Lie
We Are The Ones That You Hate
We Are The Ones That You Blame
We Are The Ones That You Despise
We Are The Ones That You Shun

 

You Can Accuse Me Of Individuality
Strip Me Of My Dignity
Blame Me Of My Originality
Hate Me Of My Sentimentality
Extract Me Of Reality
Rip Me Of My Liberty

 

My Conviction Is Beyond Unreal
Never Hide Yourself
Never Compromise
Never Lower Your Value

What You Tell Me
What You're Saying
Everything You Say I Am
Up Until The End
It's All About What I'm Not

Not Until You're Dying

You Can Dream And You Can Pretend
Something You're Not Really
You Can Act Like You Don't Know
You Can Say You Feel Nothing
Pretend You're Something Special
But I See Right Through You
I SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOU

 

I Cannot Understand Your Inferiority
Can't You See It's Hurting You
Its Bruising You
And It's Confusing You

 

I Think It's Time
It's Time For Change
So Change The Page
ButIf The Weight Stops You
And If It Takes Forever
I Will Bleed Trying
I Will Die Dying

 

Say I Won't
And Say I Can't
I Know You're Just Bluffing
I Know You Aint Trying
One Step Forward Seems To Far
One Step Backward Seems So Easy

But I'll Tell You One Thing
There's No Turning Back
No Plan To Change
No Time For Remorse
No Buts And No Quits
No Stopping Until You're Dying

Full Of Sky

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Various Objects

Sky Interpretation

As Dark As The Dim Clouds
As Damp As The Cold Clouds
As Blurry As The Opaque Clouds
As Mystical As The Snowy Clouds
As Bright As The Shining Light
As Luminous As The Colorful Rainbow

 

The Solid Force Of The Hail
The Liquid Drops Of The Rain
The Gas Mist Of The Fog
The Intense Gust Of The Wind
The Solid Liquid Magic Of The Snowflakes
The Transparent Hue Rays Of The Light

 

Thunderstorms That Can Shock
Rainstorms That Can Downpour
Floods That Can Drown
Tornadoes That Can Whirl
Blizzards That Can Freeze
Rainbows That Can Shimmer