what if
i am
tiny little brush strokes
that someone long ago said
should fall this much in love with you
I can’t stop dreaming about your eyes
i want them to be my eyes
i can’t stop staring at your mouth cause I want it on my other set of lips. I can’t help but want to wrap my legs around you
the arousal you cause in me with your mere existence some days makes me feel like I’m going insane. I’m not going to lie. We wouldn’t work if we weren’t both a little crazy. So fuck me like the crazy bitch I know you can be . Cause baby oh baby I don’t want to be your child, I gots my own, I got me and I’m here to get you under me on top of me don’t matter how bring that booty of yours over here. Shame you ever have to sit on it but don’t worry I’ve got an idea we can just set you groin in my mouth mmmm the settle flavors drive me wild. So baby tackle me cause you already got me Locked down show me something new take me on a new adventure I trust you to keep me safe.
I found my soul in hers and that face, I saw,
Some full-day beauty of the mother-in-law
Herself from her light is firing glory;
Body and shadow, and heart, from Mamelodi,
I find my feet and hers, the same walk and track
On fate pathway, and such, can I hold it back?
Such things are there in stone, carved and sealed
Once but in time; one day to be revealed.
Such means our hearts and parents hearts
Pulsed to some centre meeting than depart
From day today where I, the open door,
Of life and death, reached to, unstrutted floor,
Of me and her. May angels sweep the way
And love of God unshade my days, unshade her days!
I use to laugh at ironic things
No punishment for the bad deeds
The Bible says that good 10 fold
The universe returns to us in gold
That fairytales and nursery rhymes
Exist to scare and keep us in line
But on this day fate stepped in
And karma it seems is a comedian
A lesson weaved throughout every line
Carefully crafted as a warning sign
It was a day like any other
As usual jumped in the shower
Quickly washed and rinsed my hair
Noticed too late that it was NAIR!
Every luscious lock and strand
Fell out completely in my hand
What seems like a sick joke being played
Or demented parts a malicious prank
A plot unfolded my part the lead
The lines straight from a horror scene
Like laws of nature or earths gravity
The rules we bend to suit our need
Like a boomerang’s invisible path
It seems to follow when it comes back
Even the ocean and it’s changing tides
Needs the moon’s persuasive side
We are the keepers of what we seek
And what we sow we indeed will reap
The nightmare that we fear the most
Comes back to haunt us like a ghost
Like Peter Pan and Captain Hook
Just a good story in a children’s book
what if the earth gets bored of us
And decides that we are entertainment
those characters we read as kids
Like Pinocchio or the 3 little pigs
Sleeping beauty or the ogre Shrek
You thought was funny as a sketch
Brought to life would pose a threat
Although to you this seems far fetched
The truth Ive written has not been stretched
I hope you read this and know as fact
What you put out there will soon come back
Long ago man started a fire,
it was small, tiny, on the brink,
but it kept burning, smoldering,
until it found new sources to grow.
It grew slowly, consuming more,
exponentially larger, grander,
man marveled at its creation,
that could destroy so much.
It begins to consume man,
and man begins to fight it,
Frantically, full of panic,
piling water onto it.
But so many men love the fire,
they deny its hand in consuming others,
that it is a myth so others will smother out
their greatest invention that gives them so much
power.
For those who can direct the fire care not,
whether it consumes an ant or an aunt,
because it gives them control over all,
those who fight it are condemned.
The condemned have outgrown the not,
but fire is a mighty foe that has grown vast,
it unlocks now for itself more raw material,
the extinction of many species trivialized.
Mass extinction by fire.
Will the new stewards halt the progress?
Or is too much consumed that now
the smoke and soot will bury them?
Slowly, the condemned become the saviors.
He is Walking the street
London before but nowhere to go
A city to hide in but nowhere to be
A quick glance to change my world
Standing in summer the shade
Shadows covering her angelic face
His smile spreads at her elegant grace
She smiles in return it halts his pace
He stumble’s he stops he stammers
His heart sure to burst in fear and desire
His mind screams to walk, No run away
But wait!
His feet reject his minds command,
Carrying him through his fear to her
His brain is frozen, thoughts a jumble
His lips move, asking her name
He is stunned as she replies
Her accent thick and sultry
He speaks a reply words unbidden
She blushes prettily, and apologises
He stop’s stunned why are you sorry? Asks he
heart slows expecting the inevitable rejection,
Can you speak more slowly comes her sultry reply
She haltingly says, My English is not so good
His heart leaps and again his mouth moves
Words spilling out in a yammering mess
He is jabber at her happily, but not realising
Her English is better than his Russian
He is a fool talking to fast brain to slow to realise it
But wait she isn’t walking away, she is smiling
She looks up at him hair resting lightly upon her shoulders
A face Beautiful and luscious
Her face slightly lowered her eyes raised
Slightly obscured but all the more stunning for it
It happens so fast, He forgets to blink
He asks if she has a number, she does! (yippee).
His hands are shaking, blood pumping
It must be obvious how nervous I he is
Incredibly she doesn’t seem to notice or care
He loves her all the more for it
He steps away promising to call,
She remains with angelic grace
His steps now as light as air,
A moment eyes connected
A heartbeat to fall in love
A life time to regret
A wasted opportunity of eternal love
A friendship that will last an age if nothing less
He remembers, she remembers
Irina my little pigeon in denim
Always missed, always wanted
Maybe it was chance that you were
exactly what I needed you to be.
You found me when I was lost
and helped fix me when I was broken.
Maybe fate told you to save me from myself.
I can’t say for sure.
All I know is that every day with you
I’m glad chance brought us together.