Brokenhearted

You don't

Folder: 
Silent Hate.

I have a marriage where I have always been loyal, honest and respectful.

You don’t.

I have class.

You don’t.

I have dignity.

You don’t.

I have integrity.

You don’t.

I have beauty, both inside and out.

You don’t.

I have self respect and self worth.

You don’t.

I have strength.

You don’t.

I have loyalty.

You don’t.

I have good character.

You don’t.

I have respect for other humans, as much as i have for myself.

You don’t.

I have street smart and common sense.

You don’t.

I have parents/grandparents who are proud of my choices. The ones they know and the ones they don’t. I know this.

You don’t

One day I hope to have children and when I do,  I will have children who have a good hearted, moral mother. One who leads by example and shows them the right paths in life. Always.

 

You don’t.

Memories of You

Verse 1:
The light flickers on and on.

Memories of you are still

Here with me.

Where are you now?

 

Chorus:

I trusted you.

I loved you.

I gave you all of me

Yet you threw it all away.

 

Verse 2:

Are you doing what makes you happy?

Who are you with?

What dreams are you dreaming

Even now, I am still here.

 

Bridge:

I still believe that we will see each other again.

I should have held your hand when you were still mine.

I'll stand by you

Until the day I die.

 

Last-Chorus:

'Cause I still love you,

I can't help missing you.

Now that you're gone,

It's you I want, all of you.

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This song is dedicated to my ex/first love. I may never truly and fully get over him. A part of me will always love him no matter what.

 

Songs that inspired me to write this song:
1) "Can't Help Missing You" - Hwan Hee

2) "Stand by U" - Tohoshinki

3) "I Love You" - Joanna Wang

4) "Fiction" - Beast 

Memory Part 2

Verse 1:

Retrace a lost design

Lost memories, etched in our hearts.

Where do we go from here?

Tell me, do you feel the same?

 

Chorus:

If you and me, if there's a possibility

Of becoming one with you,

Won't you take me into your arms?

Tell me, do you feel the same?

 

Verse 2:

Is it yesterday or just a memory?

Retrace those lost memories in lost designs.

Your dreams become my own.

If it's you, I can overcome anything.

 

Bridge:

These arms ache to hold and comfort you.

Won't you take me home?

There's something about this love

That I cannot communicate with words.

 

Last-Chorus:
If there is any way,

Know that I'll always love you.

Tell me, do you feel the same?

Where do we go from here? 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this "love song" today while thinking about a friend's older brother. It's the same guy that "Take a Chance on Me" is about. *Sigh* Am I that hopeless when it comes to love? 

Take a Chance on Me

Verse 1:
And I love you so.

Take a chance on me.

We'll be each other's goodbyes.

Come on babe, give us a chance.

 

Chorus:

From the moment that we met and

Each moment there after,

I felt like I knew you.

Wherever we'd go, it was together.

It was so natural for you to be with me.

 

Verse 2:

Now, the time has come for me

To confess me feelings that grew daily.

'Cause I love you so,

Take a chance on me.

 

Bridge:

I hope you think of me

Whenever we're together or apart.

'Cause babe, I love you so.

Take a chance on me.

 

Last-Chorus:

And when the time comes,

I'll take you away from here.

'Cause I love you so,

Take a chance on me.

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this song earlier this year dedicated to my friend's older brother despite being in a long term, serious, committed relationship myself. Friend's older brother is what I call "my dream guy."...I'm not sure what to do. I love my boyfriend but we rarely/hardly spend time together. I'm my boyfriend's "dream girl..." I think the lyrics are self-explanatary. 

I'm Sorry Mom

Folder: 
Depression/sadness

Mom
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry i get sad.
I'm sorry I cry alot.
I'm sorry I have many scars.
I'm sorry I'm a disgrace.
I'm sorry I have times I've wanted to die.
I know you didn't expect that I would become 
what I am today when you adopted that tiny me 
all those many years ago.
I'm sorry...

I'm so, so sorry!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I'm sorry i'm a fuck up

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