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251 One way or another Poem 161 20 years ago
252 Am i still dreaming Poem 147 20 years ago
253 Understanding Poem 209 20 years ago
254 Untitled -- 1.15.2006 Poem 200 20 years ago
255 Untitled -- 1.9.2006 Poem 153 20 years ago
256 The center of the universe Poem 176 20 years ago
257 Roaming Soul Poem 185 20 years ago
258 Untitled -- 11.26.2005 Poem 200 20 years ago
259 Untitled -- 11.13.2005 Poem 159 21 years ago
260 Untitled -- 10.27.2005 Poem 158 21 years ago
261 Untitled -- 10.23.2005 Poem 162 21 years ago
262 Distance Poem 187 21 years ago
263 Season of change Poem 259 21 years ago
264 Crumbling down Poem 283 21 years ago
265 It consumes me Poem 177 21 years ago
266 Listen to the voices Poem 171 21 years ago
267 Walk away Poem 154 21 years ago
268 When depression sets in Poem 165 21 years ago
269 I dissapear Poem 157 21 years ago
270 Untitled -- 7.24.2005 Poem 177 21 years ago
271 Untitled -- 7.23.2005 Poem 168 21 years ago
272 A song stuck in my head Poem 165 21 years ago
273 Untitled -- 7.15.2005 Poem 141 21 years ago
274 Forever sleep Poem 166 21 years ago
275 To the edge Poem 170 21 years ago
276 Down Poem 164 21 years ago
277 Mistake Poem 160 21 years ago
278 Untitled -- 6.27.2005 Poem 163 21 years ago
279 Let it rain Poem 156 21 years ago
280 My self destruction Poem 164 21 years ago
281 Without me Poem 161 21 years ago
282 Only a dream Poem 2 149 21 years ago
283 Burning desire Poem 163 21 years ago
284 Too much pressure Poem 164 21 years ago
285 From within Poem 153 21 years ago
286 Trying to forget Poem 158 21 years ago
287 If only Poem 162 21 years ago
288 Lingering on the past Poem 168 21 years ago
289 Further away Poem 165 21 years ago
290 Untitled -- 5.4.2005 Poem 279 21 years ago
291 This is how it is Poem 272 21 years ago
292 Lost in the croud Poem 283 21 years ago
293 So alive Poem 313 21 years ago
294 Awake but not Poem 297 21 years ago
295 Hit the ground Poem 166 21 years ago
296 Just gather Poem 166 21 years ago
297 Letting go Poem 170 21 years ago
298 I breath no more Poem 165 21 years ago
299 Into the abyss Poem 166 21 years ago
300 Just another night Poem 162 21 years ago
301 What am i waiting for Poem 152 21 years ago
302 Death is calling Poem 165 21 years ago
303 Untitled -- 4.21.2005 Poem 162 21 years ago
304 Don't try to understand Poem 149 21 years ago
305 As i take my last breath Poem 176 21 years ago
306 Let me cry Poem 160 21 years ago
307 When the alcohol wins Poem 1 144 21 years ago
308 Floating away Poem 157 21 years ago
309 So i am drunk Poem 171 21 years ago
310 What hope Poem 159 21 years ago
311 Standing there Poem 160 21 years ago
312 So why Poem 179 21 years ago
313 Im a waste Poem 172 21 years ago
314 Too drunk to give a shit Poem 216 21 years ago
315 Beyond gone Poem 161 21 years ago
316 Now im drunk Poem 169 21 years ago
317 Gone away Poem 162 21 years ago
318 Put me back together Poem 264 21 years ago
319 At last Poem 267 21 years ago
320 Untitled -- 4.2.2005 Poem 258 21 years ago
321 Untitled -- 4.2.2005 Poem 236 21 years ago
322 Hollow inside Poem 240 21 years ago
323 Alone here Poem 278 21 years ago
324 I don't know what to do Poem 172 21 years ago
325 Untitled -- 3.16.2005 Poem 1 202 21 years ago
326 Letting go Poem 178 21 years ago
327 Back on my feet Poem 157 21 years ago
328 Im giving up Poem 277 21 years ago
329 Just maybe Poem 273 21 years ago
330 Untitled -- 3.3.2005 Poem 256 21 years ago
331 So this is goodbye Poem 263 21 years ago
332 Why bother with me Poem 245 21 years ago
333 Untitled -- 2.27.2005 Poem 156 21 years ago
334 Anxiety building inside Poem 153 21 years ago
335 Crashing Poem 1 143 21 years ago
336 Free falling Poem 167 21 years ago
337 Holding you tight Poem 181 21 years ago
338 Untitled -- 2.21.2005 Poem 151 21 years ago
339 When it starts Poem 159 21 years ago
340 How does it end Poem 152 21 years ago
341 Let me in Poem 170 21 years ago
342 Take it all in Poem 136 21 years ago
343 My feelings shall spill Poem 159 21 years ago
344 Life and death Poem 162 21 years ago
345 Alone here Poem 168 21 years ago
346 Untitled -- 2.18.2005 Poem 160 21 years ago
347 Adrift in the wind Poem 170 21 years ago
348 Broken Poem 1 158 21 years ago
349 Not in the mood tonight Poem 149 21 years ago
350 I wish upon a star Poem 168 21 years ago
351 Feeling like i will burst Poem 165 21 years ago
352 Reborn Poem 158 21 years ago
353 Never say goodbye Poem 166 21 years ago
354 I am nobody Poem 167 21 years ago
355 Time to live another day Poem 177 21 years ago
356 Always alone in the end Poem 1 164 21 years ago
357 Your glow Poem 160 21 years ago
358 Where i hide Poem 149 21 years ago
359 When you know Poem 1 227 21 years ago
360 When everything falls Poem 160 21 years ago
361 Trying to stay strong Poem 292 21 years ago
362 Trapped and alone Poem 148 21 years ago
363 This is my life Poem 158 21 years ago
364 The gravity of love Poem 162 21 years ago
365 Straight to my heart Poem 160 21 years ago
366 So much time alone i write Poem 1 161 21 years ago
367 So many questions Poem 150 21 years ago
368 Show me how to live Poem 159 21 years ago
369 River of tears Poem 151 21 years ago
370 Off the path Poem 168 21 years ago
371 Now and again Poem 157 21 years ago
372 No place to fit Poem 150 21 years ago
373 Lost in a daze Poem 150 21 years ago
374 Long lonely nights Poem 175 21 years ago
375 Like a flower Poem 171 21 years ago
376 Like a burning fire Poem 182 21 years ago
377 In the face of suicide Poem 2 158 21 years ago
378 In darkness i lay Poem 167 21 years ago
379 In a shell Poem 328 21 years ago
380 I think of you Poem 154 21 years ago
381 I must go Poem 154 21 years ago
382 Hours Alone Poem 167 21 years ago
383 Hiding away Poem 156 21 years ago
384 Going crazy Poem 157 21 years ago
385 Feelings concrete Poem 167 21 years ago
386 Feeling out of touch Poem 2 160 21 years ago
387 Don't give up don't go away Poem 166 21 years ago
388 Becomming a part of me Poem 162 21 years ago
389 Barely the strength to stand Poem 168 21 years ago
390 Disconnected Poem 166 21 years ago
391 As my life becomes a blur Poem 159 21 years ago
392 As i wait Poem 1 170 21 years ago
393 As i slide Poem 162 21 years ago
394 As i pull the trigger Poem 2 187 21 years ago
395 Alone in misery Poem 164 21 years ago
396 Against fate Poem 1 174 21 years ago
397 Again to stress Poem 161 21 years ago
398 Adrift at sea Poem 163 21 years ago
399 Addicted to you Poem 156 21 years ago
400 A turn for the worst Poem 1 160 21 years ago
401 A connection that i feel Poem 161 21 years ago
402 Like a spark Poem 166 21 years ago
403 A reflection of you Poem 169 21 years ago
404 Lost in a daze Poem 165 21 years ago
405 From time to time Poem 167 21 years ago
406 I crumble and drown Poem 183 21 years ago
407 Crying inside Poem 163 21 years ago
408 Gone with the night Poem 174 21 years ago
409 The day i tried to live Poem 177 21 years ago
410 As i sit Poem 199 21 years ago
411 Into darkness i am drawn Poem 166 21 years ago
412 Im sorry Poem 182 21 years ago
413 Where to begin Poem 170 21 years ago
414 Lost and blind Poem 168 21 years ago
415 How i am Poem 168 21 years ago
416 Weep and sorrow Poem 158 21 years ago
417 As my world begins to shake Poem 154 21 years ago
418 In the depths of my soul Poem 170 21 years ago
419 Missing you Poem 156 21 years ago
420 I love you Poem 174 21 years ago
421 This one's for you Poem 1 171 21 years ago
422 When im down Poem 186 21 years ago
423 No room to breathe Poem 172 21 years ago
424 I just want to die Poem 170 21 years ago
425 As i come to an end Poem 189 21 years ago
426 I miss you Poem 170 21 years ago
427 No one but you Poem 161 21 years ago
428 A shining star Poem 161 21 years ago
429 Why bother Poem 161 21 years ago
430 When its too late Poem 164 21 years ago
431 Without you Poem 1 261 21 years ago
432 What is fate Poem 243 21 years ago
433 A river of pain Poem 3 276 21 years ago
434 As it rains Poem 1 253 21 years ago
435 Thoughts of darkness Poem 253 21 years ago
436 Closer to the end Poem 166 21 years ago
437 No faith and no hope Poem 157 21 years ago
438 A Shooting Star Poem 169 21 years ago
439 How i wish someone was there Poem 174 21 years ago
440 Why do things end up this way Poem 167 21 years ago
441 Even when i drink Poem 160 21 years ago
442 Only you Poem 161 21 years ago
443 What i should Poem 221 21 years ago
444 As i go on alone Poem 178 21 years ago
445 Falling from me Poem 169 21 years ago
446 Suicidal Thoughts Poem 1 169 21 years ago
447 Untitled -- 11.21.2004 Poem 1 161 21 years ago
448 I just don't know Poem 185 22 years ago
449 A good friend Poem 170 22 years ago
450 When the darkness comes Poem 162 22 years ago
451 As i struggle Poem 183 22 years ago
452 Thoughts that cross my mind Poem 164 22 years ago
453 Here i stand Poem 161 22 years ago
454 My only friend Poem 163 22 years ago
455 What could be better Poem 190 22 years ago
456 When i drink Poem 147 22 years ago
457 My only release Poem 170 22 years ago
458 The future in my eyes Poem 162 22 years ago
459 I can only dream Poem 165 22 years ago
460 Something i can't explain Poem 156 22 years ago
461 As the stress builds up Poem 1 179 22 years ago
462 What i need to do Poem 160 22 years ago
463 What needs to happen Poem 1 162 22 years ago
464 Becoming to empty to live Poem 166 22 years ago
465 A mountain i cannot pass Poem 191 22 years ago
466 As i become separated Poem 183 22 years ago
467 Is it what i want or what i need Poem 159 22 years ago
468 Life on the curb Poem 200 22 years ago
469 How should it be Poem 168 22 years ago
470 Wherever my dreams may go Poem 171 22 years ago
471 As far as i can see Poem 166 22 years ago
472 Alone yet again Poem 171 22 years ago
473 What now Poem 169 22 years ago
474 It's just the way i feel Poem 203 22 years ago
475 5 AM 6/7/04 Poem 163 22 years ago
476 My deep depression Poem 1 163 22 years ago
477 Afraid to be social Poem 161 22 years ago
478 I have no choice Poem 165 22 years ago
479 Alone 2 Poem 169 22 years ago
480 Long nights of drinking Poem 176 22 years ago
481 My only escape Poem 170 22 years ago
482 Such negative thoughts Poem 154 22 years ago
483 Caught in an endless loop Poem 157 22 years ago
484 So I dream Poem 2 170 22 years ago
485 who cares Poem 155 22 years ago
486 everlasting emotions Poem 164 22 years ago
487 i am nobody Poem 169 22 years ago
488 thoughts on my mind Poem 156 22 years ago
489 the month of stress Poem 151 22 years ago
490 Alone Poem 1 180 22 years ago
491 anxiety to insomnia Poem 5 188 22 years ago