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I can only dream of change

Of anything that will keep my day from being the same

End endless loop driving me insane

I drink to try and cure the pain

Yet still alone my soul becomes faint

As my dreams begin to shed and fall like rain

Reaching out into my fears

Seeing only darkness emptyness and tears

What i thought was once love in my love in my life

Was nothing but deceit and lies

Whatever happened to care and trust

Seems to have faded and replaced with dust

Nothing serious seems to exist anymore

And if it does please god show me the door

I still look for something new

But i really don't have a fucking clue

So you tell me what should i do

Even when im not alone i am alone still

There is always a gap i feel the need to fill

The feelings i hold inside afraid to ever spill

Depressed and lonley waiting for the tide

As life always seems to push and wash me aside

I may say im happy but guess what i lied

Last night i laid in bed and cried

So my dreams may never come true

What else is left to do

Why waste time thinking of the past

It only causes pain that i hope will not last

Time moves forward and goes so fast

I only dream of spending my life with someone

But until we meet i will never be done

I can only dream and look forward to fun

And look back at my fears and run

I look forward into my dreams and feel

Someday soon it will all become real

But untill that day my heart is open to steal

My future is uncertain like a wide open field