Why do things end up this way

Why do things always end up this way

Everything is fine for a while then something drastic happens in one day

Im running out of reasons only thoughts of yesterday

Just seems like the end gets closer everyday

No time to look back on what could or what may

Seems this pain is here forever and so it shall stay

I know for every wrong there is a right

But no matter how nice or good i am depression never leaves my sight

Maybe i should just jump off a cliff and enjoy a few moments of flight

All though there is one person that makes my feelings change despite

Even when i have no will in me to fight

She makes me feel that i might

I just want someone that can always be there

Even if not literally but know that they care

Someone that feels the same and is willing to share

Someone that can stay with me so this life i may bare

Someone that can look me in the eyes and stare

If you can make me smile i will never forget your glare

For it is only you who can end my nightmare

We live so far apart its insane

Why does life have to be such a pain

Ive never met anyone else that could be more the same

To see nothing become of it would be such a shame

But who knows maybe im going crazy or just sound lame

For as my feelings becoming stronger also harder to contain

So afraid ill make a fool of myself

But either way for now because the job i had is gone

So the only thing i can really think about is getting a new one

The less holiday's i have to spend alone would be better and fun

But it seems like the chances of that happening are slim to none

I hope someone wakes me up from this nightmare so my hidden smile may be drawn

There is only one person that makes my darkness turn to dawn

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Hello Paul, this poem is very heartfelt as all the rest are nd I have felt alone and nothing hurts more than the holidays but please keep the faith and keep your head up and stay focused on taking care of yourse;lf and just life happen thats what I do and well I wish we would talk more I miss you


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