Alone 2

Left in the dark

Nothing left in me

Drowning in alcohol and tears

Nothing left but anxiety and fears

I sit here in my apartment all alone

Can only dream of what i could become

Never knowing if anything could be real

Sitting here all alone not knowing what to feel

Sadness filling my heart and soul

Fearing i will never meet anyone as the story of my life is told

As the blank pages of my life unfold

Never ending emptyness fills my soul

As the fear and darkness grab's hold

Never thinking of what more could go wrong

Because it already has so tell me another one

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I only seem to be able to write when i drink lol. What else is new. Its just a depressing time in my life i just have that feeling like i will never meet anyone other than friends lol. Maybe i was just meant to alway's be single. Well anyway just try to stay away from negative comment's and thank you for taking the time to read my poem/poem's

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