So much time alone i write

So much time alone I write

A release for my thoughts is how I fight

I know in my future there will be light

I need something…. Someone to hold on to that shines so bright

Someone I can fall asleep next to at night

Don’t let good thoughts out of sight

Never stop believing and your dreams just might

Thankfully I never prove myself right

Just when I think it’s over and I can only fail

I pull myself on top, overcome and prevail

Pushed into life’s long journey I set sail

As I struggle through rain, snow and hail

Along the way I stumble and hit the rail

Again I am faced with a difficult task

I think it’s time I take off my mask

If you must know you need only ask

Please save me…. Push me if you must

In no one else but you do I truly trust

Lost in the sensation of lust

You have made a place in my heart as you break through the crust

You have unlocked the key to my gate

Now it is only time we must wait

What was meant to be is our fate

I hope I figure things out before it’s too late

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Ruth Lovejoy's picture

sounds like a fear of love yet a wanting of the same especially when you use phrase breaking through the crust, to me the depicts hard outershell but inner want not shown on surface