Anxiety building inside

Anxiety building inside

So many fears and thoughts killing me

To much to handle i run and hide

No one knows no one can see

The fear driving me to suicide

Would anyone notice if i cese to be

You may think im fine but my face lied

Tired of this shit i set myself free

Laying in a pool of blood where i cried

Maybe i will find hapiness in death

Looking forward to my last breath

As my hands shake and my heart begins to race

No strenght in me to keep up with the pace

I become lost in my thoughts to a different place

Lost somewhere between time and space

Laying in bed i begin to sweat

Thinking of all the things i regret

Wishing i could start over and just go back

So i wouldn't be here with all the stress and an anxiety attack

With too much to bear im ready to give in

Just when i think its over it is about to begin

Reaching out but no one is there

Does anyone even really care

Laying in the darkness i drown

Nothing to save me i fall down

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