I have no choice

I have no choice but to depend on friends

As i do not have my license or vehicle so i have to depend

I have no choice trapped in a way no one could ever understand

Hoping someday i can truly say no i don't need a hand

Complete independence is where i wish to stand

I don't want help from anyone yet i have no choice

Why does no one listen and hear my voice

At a point in my live to be heard and make noise

Yet so so shy and afraid to be heard

Maybe there is something more i can learn

lingering on the past when i should just let it burn

So many things that need to change yet i don't know where to begin

Feeling the pain of life and where i have been

Almost to the point where i could end it all but that would be a sin


Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is just how i feel. there is nothing more i hate than asking for help from anyone it's just how i am i try to be as independent as possible but i do like helping other's go figure im sure there is other people that know how i feel thanks for taking the time to read my poem

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