Going crazy

I feel like I am going fucking crazy

Stuck in this house with nothing to do but be lazy

No work no place to go

Never before have I felt so low

The feelings in me I never let flow

My death wish every day begins to grow

The end I cannot stop only slow

In the night my blood will glow

Whatever is left is a meal for the crow

Some things Are better off for only me to know

Going crazy

Once with a job and a place of my own

Once that was lost my depression had a new tone

My only cure is someone to talk to even if only on the phone

So that I don’t feel so alone

After moving now I have nothing

Cut off from the world I only talk to friends from time to time

Stuck in this fucking house every day drives me out of my mind

Reason for living I just cannot find

Depressed like those who are blind

Life just sucks and is so unkind

Finding love but no ability to pursue

I would give anything to be with you

You are the only thing in my life now that seems so true…..

As most everything else in my life has been cruel

All I will ever want is you………..

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