the month of stress

as of yet i feel the weight of my stress

building up inside wanting to run and hide

living alone in a world so cold

feeling i may never find someone to talk to

someone that will understand how i feel and love me for who i am

every day becoming closer to the edge becoming more easy to budge

wondering if anyone cares anymore

feeling like my life is one big closed door

for the anxiety i endure i feel there is no cure

sitting here alone wanting more than a friend, but something more

trapped in a situation i have no control i slowly fall into an endless hole

shit happens and i must move on maybe someday to find someone but who knows maybe my life will change and things won't feel so wrong

Author's Notes/Comments: 

for those people that can't sleep at night i hear you anxiety can build up so quick all you can do is try to figure out what it is and tell yourself it is going to happen lol you can only do so much in one day but for other types of stress like a bitch landlord well life sucks

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