Where to begin

Where to begin

The one place i don't suffer i fail to get in

First scared now lost with no helping hand

I want to make it through but i just can't

I shake shiver and begin to slant

Once going up now going down

In the end there is no one around

Like everyone dissapeared without a trace or sound

As i clentch my fists and begin to pound

I am lost wondering when i will be found

What i once had is gone i cannot mend

The deperession of failing never seems to end

A struggle in my mind for reasons to live and not bend

Thoughts of death never go away

I guess when i make it through that will be the day

Until than i continue on a stray

Living in uncertainty and dismay

Hoping of more postive thoughts to relay

I do not wish to give up i wish to stay


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