Wherever my dreams may go

I feel as if i shall never complete the life i live

I feel as if i can no longer give

I have seen friends come and go

Life goes on yet seems so slow

As the days pass by i begin to feel more low

What more can i do that i do not already know

I have given all i have to give yet no end to this hole that has only grown

Black and dark my life has become

As my life has become an endless loop of depression and emptyness

Feeling that all i have left is to spend my money trying to fill something that is not there

When all i really need is for someone that can be there and spend the rest of life with me and not be scared

We only live once why so many lies

So many years yet so may scars all i have left in me is cries

There seems to be no light at the end so why should i bother

Someone give me a reason or tell me there is no other

I do feel love for someone but who i cannot say

I guess only time will tell or i will fray

Here i sit alone and i wait

Please answer my call be the one i can come home to and talk about my day

The one i can talk to even when i feel i have nothing to say

The one that can be completly honest with me and make me laugh

Play video games with and spend time with no matter what it is we are doing

Continue my life no matter where it is we are going

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Blah maybe im wierd i want something i can never have maybe there is nobody out there i can truely spend the rest of my life with oh well can't say i didn't try ....

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