It's just the way i feel

So many things left unsaid.

As my soul slowly becomes dead.

My heart filled with such emotion slowly sinking as if filled with lead.

Feelings that go deeper than the darkest ocean.

Feeling as of I had been given a love potion.

I know not why i feel this way.

i just hope to understand it someday.

Once a friend now to me has become frayed.

Now only feeling cold and betrayed.

Back to being alone and depressed.

Wishing i could have prevented this mess.

Anger, Depression, Love and jealousy why me.

Losing someone whom i like very much.

At the same time losing a friend and losing touch.

I can only hope things will get better and i will meet someone real.

I can only begin to describe the way i feel.

Life unfolding as if from a movie reel.

All i can do now is move on.

Try and forget the past and live in a sad song.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

I really don't know why i feel this way about someone i have only known a couple of weeks but i guess there are alot of mysteries in life that can't be explained and pike if u read this sorry about the whole weekend
its really my fault because it was my ideah for us all to hang out in the first place o well have a nice life.... i know i wont.

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