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Again to stress
Again to stress
I must confess
I get tired of being alone in this mess
Helped half way and fuck the rest
It seems I have hit rock bottom at best
Like time has put me to the test
Once again a new address
If the anxiety doesn’t kill me just leave it to the stress
It never seems to go away
Maybe because I am so afraid
Leaving one place where I know I should have stayed
Still unsure of where I will be
So confused and uncertain of what I do not see
With limited options wondering if I will ever break free
Like death always has a hold on me
My mind is racing and just won’t stop
Stress building up from bottom to top
Trapped in a place with no key to the lock
Feeling like I am about to break
Now my whole future is at steak
I can’t change what is done there is no turning back
Under so much pressure I may just crack
Reason’s for living I am beginning to lack
Unable to sleep another anxiety attack
I feel like I have stumbled on the wrong side of the track
Everything just happens too damn fast
No matter where I end up it just doesn’t last
I don’t know what to do so I break down and cry
The help I thought I was getting was a lie
Once again ditched the harder I must try
Overwhelming thoughts on my mind
The answers I just can’t seem to find
I really don’t know what I am going to do this time
My hands begin to shake from the stress inside
Not much left in me to confide
Couldn’t sleep so I cried
Confused how do I get to the other side
If I say I am strong I lied
A million thoughts in my head
Sometimes wishing I were dead
Wondering what words about me have been said
Tired of the lies I have been fed
Alone is where I always seem to be led
