Afraid to be social

Always afraid to talk to people i do not know very well

Drinking seems to be the only way for me to express myself

Hiding all my feelings away on some back shelf

Maybe someday i will change and have more confidence

If and can't open up at all i will never make any sense

Finding it easier to be quite but shaking my head

Wondering if i will every find a way to break this wall i have made for myself

The last few years in school i only thought about work

Thinking all i needed was friends a computer and a job

But what i really need is someone that cares

Someone that can look into my eyes and stare

Someone that will like me for who i am and not care what i look like

And maybe even find love at first sight

Seems like everything i do is wrong and i am too afraid to make it right

Wish everything was a coast downhill and i could just glide

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just how i feel too depressed to really say anything more i hate drinkin alone :-(

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