Lost and blind

Lost and blind

Don't know what to expect or what i will find

So many thoughts run through my mind

Uncertain of how much more i can take

Many hours at night i lay awake

Some days i feel i will crumble and break

Even though i have tried my best

Time and time again i am put to the test

Feeling incomplete where is the rest

Days go by

But still i try

Days become weeks as time begins to fly

As time goes and many hours alone i begin to wonder why i am alive

Lost and blind

In life i always seem to be left behind

With my luck life is usually more unkind

The one person i love i have to move away from

Forced to move everything right becomes wrong

My life becomes a sad story to most probably boring and long

I guess if i can survive in the end i will be much more strong

As my hearts sinks with a slow sad song

Surrounded in darkness as i sink to my grave

I will do whatever i can to keep it together until i am saved

Love has made me happy but without you i am weak

And sometimes my future just seams so bleak

I feel like i am going to crack as the blood begins to leak

Loving you forever your love is all i seek

Author's Notes/Comments: 

felt like writing about thoughts on my mind kinda depressed that i have to move to my parent's place or boston blah what the hell is the point if i can't spend time with the one person i love.... :-((

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