What am i waiting for

What am i waiting for

Ive already closed the door

The lights are on but im not home anymore

As pieces of me hit the floor

Watch me as i crash and burn

As i take another wrong turn

My reality is for no one to learn

I hide my thoughts far far away

Building inside me every day

As much as i try there is just no way

Shattered and broken

Seeing only red

Only wishing to turn in my token

So here i sit

What will it take before my wrists are slit

My own thoughts sometimes i even do not understand

So i sit and wait

Where will i land

When its too late

Who am i

Nobody great

I won't lie

I don't believe in hapiness anymore and fuck fate

My mind has become an empty space

Hollow inside with an empty grace

It's all fake including the smile on my face

As i fade away without a trace

Once again left in the dark

Ive lost myself and burned out my spark

Author's Notes/Comments: 

just really tired so if it doesn't make sense you know why lol

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