thoughts on my mind

no one knows how i feel

as i sit here and cry in fear of dying alone

never knowing what it is like to love

never having someone i can care for more than myself

someone i can give to my heart and soul

someone i can love cherish and hold

not caring what anyone else say's or thinks

feeling life will pass me by before i have a chance to blink

all i want is someone i can be with and adore

living life day to day and waking up to something more

Author's Notes/Comments: 

yea so i am lonely i have been single my whole life and i am 22 now put yourself in my shoes or if you already are you know how i feel anyway drinking helps me open up but does not make my violent what so ever so i still drink

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