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1 Take it all in Poem 66 19 years ago
2 Trapped and alone Poem 71 19 years ago
3 Not in the mood tonight Poem 74 19 years ago
4 How does it end Poem 74 19 years ago
5 So many questions Poem 75 19 years ago
6 Hiding away Poem 78 19 years ago
7 No place to fit Poem 79 19 years ago
8 When i drink Poem 79 19 years ago
9 When the alcohol wins Poem 1 79 19 years ago
10 Lost in a daze Poem 79 19 years ago
11 River of tears Poem 79 19 years ago
12 In the face of suicide Poem 2 80 19 years ago
13 Anxiety building inside Poem 81 19 years ago
14 Untitled -- 7.15.2005 Poem 81 18 years ago
15 Untitled -- 2.21.2005 Poem 81 19 years ago
16 Don't try to understand Poem 81 19 years ago
17 When everything falls Poem 82 19 years ago
18 Alone here Poem 82 19 years ago
19 Such negative thoughts Poem 82 19 years ago
20 Again to stress Poem 82 19 years ago
21 Am i still dreaming Poem 82 18 years ago
22 the month of stress Poem 82 19 years ago
23 This is my life Poem 82 19 years ago
24 who cares Poem 83 19 years ago
25 A reflection of you Poem 84 19 years ago
26 I think of you Poem 84 19 years ago
27 Crashing Poem 1 84 19 years ago
28 Untitled -- 2.27.2005 Poem 84 19 years ago
29 When it starts Poem 84 19 years ago
30 Only a dream Poem 2 84 18 years ago
31 Straight to my heart Poem 84 19 years ago
32 Only you Poem 85 19 years ago
33 Reborn Poem 85 19 years ago
34 Caught in an endless loop Poem 85 19 years ago
35 My feelings shall spill Poem 85 19 years ago
36 Why bother Poem 85 19 years ago
37 Addicted to you Poem 85 19 years ago
38 What am i waiting for Poem 85 19 years ago
39 I must go Poem 85 19 years ago
40 Now and again Poem 85 19 years ago
41 I am nobody Poem 86 19 years ago
42 No one but you Poem 86 19 years ago
43 thoughts on my mind Poem 86 19 years ago
44 Feeling out of touch Poem 2 86 19 years ago
45 When the darkness comes Poem 86 19 years ago
46 Just another night Poem 87 19 years ago
47 Where i hide Poem 87 19 years ago
48 Back on my feet Poem 87 19 years ago
49 Hours Alone Poem 87 19 years ago
50 I wish upon a star Poem 88 19 years ago
51 Something i can't explain Poem 88 19 years ago
52 Never say goodbye Poem 88 19 years ago
53 Where to begin Poem 88 19 years ago
54 Falling from me Poem 88 19 years ago
55 As i wait Poem 1 89 19 years ago
56 Becomming a part of me Poem 89 19 years ago
57 Crying inside Poem 89 19 years ago
58 Afraid to be social Poem 89 19 years ago
59 Too much pressure Poem 89 18 years ago
60 From time to time Poem 90 19 years ago
61 Walk away Poem 90 18 years ago
62 Feeling like i will burst Poem 90 19 years ago
63 Untitled -- 10.27.2005 Poem 90 18 years ago
64 Burning desire Poem 90 18 years ago
65 Beyond gone Poem 90 19 years ago
66 Death is calling Poem 90 19 years ago
67 Let me cry Poem 91 19 years ago
68 So i am drunk Poem 91 19 years ago
69 Lost and blind Poem 91 19 years ago
70 Just gather Poem 91 19 years ago
71 The future in my eyes Poem 91 19 years ago
72 Mistake Poem 92 18 years ago
73 As my world begins to shake Poem 92 19 years ago
74 Why do things end up this way Poem 1 92 19 years ago
75 Hit the ground Poem 92 19 years ago
76 I breath no more Poem 92 19 years ago
77 Adrift at sea Poem 92 19 years ago
78 Feelings concrete Poem 92 19 years ago
79 This one's for you Poem 1 92 19 years ago
80 Untitled -- 10.23.2005 Poem 93 18 years ago
81 Let it rain Poem 93 18 years ago
82 Standing there Poem 93 19 years ago
83 Going crazy Poem 93 19 years ago
84 A Shooting Star Poem 93 19 years ago
85 In darkness i lay Poem 93 19 years ago
86 So much time alone i write Poem 1 93 19 years ago
87 Untitled -- 11.13.2005 Poem 93 18 years ago
88 As my life becomes a blur Poem 93 19 years ago
89 Lost in a daze Poem 93 19 years ago
90 What hope Poem 93 19 years ago
91 Always alone in the end Poem 1 94 19 years ago
92 Without me Poem 94 18 years ago
93 Show me how to live Poem 94 19 years ago
94 Your glow Poem 94 19 years ago
95 Life and death Poem 94 19 years ago
96 Untitled -- 11.21.2004 Poem 1 94 19 years ago
97 Weep and sorrow Poem 94 19 years ago
98 A shining star Poem 94 19 years ago
99 Floating away Poem 94 19 years ago
100 A turn for the worst Poem 1 94 19 years ago
101 Missing you Poem 94 19 years ago
102 Let me in Poem 95 19 years ago
103 Untitled -- 1.9.2006 Poem 95 18 years ago
104 Like a spark Poem 95 19 years ago
105 Untitled -- 6.27.2005 Poem 95 18 years ago
106 Disconnected Poem 95 19 years ago
107 No faith and no hope Poem 95 19 years ago
108 Closer to the end Poem 95 19 years ago
109 Untitled -- 4.21.2005 Poem 95 19 years ago
110 What i need to do Poem 95 19 years ago
111 Even when i drink Poem 96 19 years ago
112 One way or another Poem 96 18 years ago
113 No room to breathe Poem 96 19 years ago
114 everlasting emotions Poem 96 19 years ago
115 A connection that i feel Poem 96 19 years ago
116 My self destruction Poem 96 18 years ago
117 Here i stand Poem 96 19 years ago
118 How i wish someone was there Poem 96 19 years ago
119 If only Poem 96 18 years ago
120 i am nobody Poem 96 19 years ago
121 A song stuck in my head Poem 97 18 years ago
122 Trying to forget Poem 97 18 years ago
123 Untitled -- 2.18.2005 Poem 97 19 years ago
124 I just want to die Poem 97 19 years ago
125 Gone away Poem 97 19 years ago
126 As far as i can see Poem 97 19 years ago
127 Is it what i want or what i need Poem 1 97 19 years ago
128 Becoming to empty to live Poem 97 19 years ago
129 Adrift in the wind Poem 98 19 years ago
130 When its too late Poem 98 19 years ago
131 My deep depression Poem 1 98 19 years ago
132 Off the path Poem 98 19 years ago
133 Thoughts that cross my mind Poem 98 19 years ago
134 I can only dream Poem 99 19 years ago
135 The gravity of love Poem 99 19 years ago
136 I dissapear Poem 99 18 years ago
137 Alone in misery Poem 99 19 years ago
138 Into darkness i am drawn Poem 99 19 years ago
139 Down Poem 99 18 years ago
140 I don't know what to do Poem 100 19 years ago
141 I have no choice Poem 100 19 years ago
142 5 AM 6/7/04 Poem 100 19 years ago
143 So I dream Poem 2 101 19 years ago
144 Long nights of drinking Poem 101 19 years ago
145 So why Poem 101 19 years ago
146 Suicidal Thoughts Poem 1 101 19 years ago
147 As i slide Poem 101 19 years ago
148 From within Poem 101 18 years ago
149 Free falling Poem 102 19 years ago
150 Into the abyss Poem 102 19 years ago
151 How should it be Poem 102 19 years ago
152 In the depths of my soul Poem 103 19 years ago
153 What needs to happen Poem 1 103 19 years ago
154 I love you Poem 103 19 years ago
155 Broken Poem 1 103 19 years ago
156 A good friend Poem 1 103 19 years ago
157 Alone 2 Poem 103 19 years ago
158 How i am Poem 103 19 years ago
159 What now Poem 103 19 years ago
160 My only friend Poem 104 19 years ago
161 Now im drunk Poem 104 19 years ago
162 Lingering on the past Poem 104 18 years ago
163 I miss you Poem 104 19 years ago
164 Don't give up don't go away Poem 104 19 years ago
165 To the edge Poem 105 18 years ago
166 Untitled -- 7.23.2005 Poem 105 18 years ago
167 Im a waste Poem 105 19 years ago
168 When depression sets in Poem 106 18 years ago
169 My only release Poem 106 19 years ago
170 Alone yet again Poem 106 19 years ago
171 Time to live another day Poem 106 19 years ago
172 As i take my last breath Poem 107 19 years ago
173 My only escape Poem 107 19 years ago
174 Gone with the night Poem 107 19 years ago
175 The center of the universe Poem 107 18 years ago
176 Letting go Poem 107 19 years ago
177 Like a flower Poem 107 19 years ago
178 Further away Poem 107 18 years ago
179 Forever sleep Poem 108 18 years ago
180 Listen to the voices Poem 108 18 years ago
181 Paint the portrait Poem 108 11 years ago
182 The day i tried to live Poem 108 19 years ago
183 Barely the strength to stand Poem 108 19 years ago
184 Wherever my dreams may go Poem 109 19 years ago
185 As i go on alone Poem 110 19 years ago
186 Alone Poem 1 110 19 years ago
187 Letting go Poem 111 19 years ago
188 Against fate Poem 1 111 19 years ago
189 As the stress builds up Poem 1 112 19 years ago
190 Long lonely nights Poem 112 19 years ago
191 When im down Poem 114 19 years ago
192 As i come to an end Poem 115 19 years ago
193 Holding you tight Poem 116 19 years ago
194 Im sorry Poem 116 19 years ago
195 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 116 16 years ago
196 To an end Poem 117 17 years ago
197 It consumes me Poem 117 18 years ago
198 Fire in the sky Poem 117 10 years ago
199 Untitled -- 7.24.2005 Poem 118 18 years ago
200 I just don't know Poem 118 19 years ago
201 anxiety to insomnia Poem 5 118 19 years ago
202 The way home Poem 118 10 years ago
203 Like a burning fire Poem 119 19 years ago
204 As i struggle Poem 120 19 years ago
205 A mountain i cannot pass Poem 120 19 years ago
206 As i pull the trigger Poem 2 121 19 years ago
207 I crumble and drown Poem 122 19 years ago
208 Life on the curb Poem 122 19 years ago
209 As i become separated Poem 1 123 19 years ago
210 What could be better Poem 124 19 years ago
211 As i sit Poem 125 19 years ago
212 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 125 16 years ago
213 That's life Poem 126 11 years ago
214 Wandering soul Poem 126 17 years ago
215 It's just the way i feel Poem 127 19 years ago
216 Drink it all away Poem 127 17 years ago
217 Untitled -- 3.11.2006 Poem 127 18 years ago
218 Alone Poem 128 11 years ago
219 Roaming Soul Poem 128 18 years ago
220 Going down Poem 128 17 years ago
221 The shadow Poem 1 129 12 years ago
222 The in between Poem 129 12 years ago
223 Untitled -- 4.8.2007 Poem 131 17 years ago
224 Distance Poem 131 18 years ago
225 Untitled -- 7.14.2006 Poem 131 17 years ago
226 No sunlight Poem 1 132 10 years ago
227 Starting over Poem 132 17 years ago
228 Untitled -- 8.30.2006 Poem 132 17 years ago
229 An empty space Poem 2012 132 12 years ago
230 Who am i Poem 132 11 years ago
231 Straight to the bottom Poem 133 10 years ago
232 Dreams Poem 133 17 years ago
233 Untitled -- 9.26.2007 Poem 133 16 years ago
234 Untitled -- 3.16.2005 Poem 1 133 19 years ago
235 Untitled -- 11.26.2005 Poem 134 18 years ago
236 Untitled -- 10.26.2006 Poem 134 17 years ago
237 Untitled -- 5.14.2008 Poem 134 15 years ago
238 Alone i break Poem 135 18 years ago
239 Masters of the universe Poem 136 10 years ago
240 Rock bottom Poem 136 14 years ago
241 The used Poem 136 14 years ago
242 So tired.... Poem 137 14 years ago
243 Untitled -- 9.23.2006 Poem 137 17 years ago
244 Untitled -- 4.15.2007 Poem 137 17 years ago
245 Into the dark Poem 137 16 years ago
246 Broken wings Poem 138 10 years ago
247 Still Dreaming Poem 138 8 years ago
248 In a dream Poem 138 11 years ago
249 Untitled -- 9.12.2009 Poem 139 14 years ago
250 My final words Poem 139 18 years ago