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251 So tired.... Poem 139 14 years ago
252 Untitled -- 9.23.2006 Poem 139 17 years ago
253 Untitled -- 8.30.2006 Poem 138 17 years ago
254 Straight to the bottom Poem 138 10 years ago
255 Rock bottom Poem 138 14 years ago
256 Untitled -- 11.26.2005 Poem 138 18 years ago
257 Untitled -- 10.26.2006 Poem 137 17 years ago
258 Untitled -- 5.14.2008 Poem 137 16 years ago
259 No sunlight Poem 1 137 10 years ago
260 Alone i break Poem 137 18 years ago
261 Untitled -- 3.16.2005 Poem 1 137 19 years ago
262 Who am i Poem 136 11 years ago
263 Starting over Poem 136 18 years ago
264 Untitled -- 9.26.2007 Poem 135 16 years ago
265 Dreams Poem 134 17 years ago
266 Distance Poem 134 18 years ago
267 The shadow Poem 1 134 12 years ago
268 An empty space Poem 2012 133 12 years ago
269 Untitled -- 4.8.2007 Poem 133 17 years ago
270 Alone Poem 133 11 years ago
271 Untitled -- 7.14.2006 Poem 133 17 years ago
272 Roaming Soul Poem 131 18 years ago
273 That's life Poem 130 11 years ago
274 What could be better Poem 130 19 years ago
275 As i sit Poem 130 19 years ago
276 Wandering soul Poem 130 17 years ago
277 Going down Poem 130 18 years ago
278 The in between Poem 130 12 years ago
279 Untitled -- 3.11.2006 Poem 129 18 years ago
280 It's just the way i feel Poem 128 19 years ago
281 Drink it all away Poem 128 18 years ago
282 I crumble and drown Poem 128 19 years ago
283 As i pull the trigger Poem 2 126 19 years ago
284 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 126 16 years ago
285 Life on the curb Poem 126 19 years ago
286 As i become separated Poem 125 19 years ago
287 A mountain i cannot pass Poem 124 19 years ago
288 As i struggle Poem 124 19 years ago
289 Holding you tight Poem 123 19 years ago
290 Like a burning fire Poem 122 19 years ago
291 I just don't know Poem 122 19 years ago
292 The way home Poem 122 10 years ago
293 Fire in the sky Poem 122 10 years ago
294 Untitled -- 7.24.2005 Poem 121 18 years ago
295 anxiety to insomnia Poem 5 121 20 years ago
296 Im sorry Poem 120 19 years ago
297 To an end Poem 120 18 years ago
298 It consumes me Poem 120 18 years ago
299 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 118 16 years ago
300 As the stress builds up Poem 1 118 19 years ago
301 As i come to an end Poem 118 19 years ago
302 Against fate Poem 1 116 19 years ago
303 When im down Poem 116 19 years ago
304 Letting go Poem 115 19 years ago
305 Long lonely nights Poem 115 19 years ago
306 Like a flower Poem 114 19 years ago
307 Alone Poem 1 114 20 years ago
308 Barely the strength to stand Poem 113 19 years ago
309 Wherever my dreams may go Poem 112 19 years ago
310 As i go on alone Poem 112 19 years ago
311 My only release Poem 112 19 years ago
312 The day i tried to live Poem 112 19 years ago
313 My only escape Poem 111 19 years ago
314 Forever sleep Poem 111 18 years ago
315 Listen to the voices Poem 111 18 years ago
316 Gone with the night Poem 111 19 years ago
317 Time to live another day Poem 111 19 years ago
318 Paint the portrait Poem 110 11 years ago
319 As i take my last breath Poem 110 19 years ago
320 Don't give up don't go away Poem 110 19 years ago
321 Further away Poem 110 19 years ago
322 Letting go Poem 110 19 years ago
323 The center of the universe Poem 110 18 years ago
324 Alone yet again Poem 109 19 years ago
325 My only friend Poem 109 19 years ago
326 To the edge Poem 109 18 years ago
327 When depression sets in Poem 109 18 years ago
328 Im a waste Poem 109 19 years ago
329 Now im drunk Poem 108 19 years ago
330 Lingering on the past Poem 108 19 years ago
331 A good friend Poem 108 19 years ago
332 I miss you Poem 108 19 years ago
333 Broken Poem 1 108 19 years ago
334 What needs to happen Poem 1 107 19 years ago
335 As i slide Poem 107 19 years ago
336 Untitled -- 7.23.2005 Poem 107 18 years ago
337 In the depths of my soul Poem 106 19 years ago
338 I can only dream Poem 106 19 years ago
339 What now Poem 106 19 years ago
340 I love you Poem 106 19 years ago
341 Alone 2 Poem 106 19 years ago
342 How should it be Poem 105 19 years ago
343 The gravity of love Poem 105 19 years ago
344 Free falling Poem 105 19 years ago
345 Alone in misery Poem 105 19 years ago
346 Thoughts that cross my mind Poem 105 19 years ago
347 Suicidal Thoughts Poem 1 105 19 years ago
348 How i am Poem 105 19 years ago
349 So I dream Poem 2 104 19 years ago
350 Into the abyss Poem 104 19 years ago
351 Long nights of drinking Poem 104 19 years ago
352 So why Poem 104 19 years ago
353 From within Poem 104 19 years ago
354 I don't know what to do Poem 103 19 years ago
355 Off the path Poem 103 19 years ago
356 Adrift in the wind Poem 103 19 years ago
357 5 AM 6/7/04 Poem 103 19 years ago
358 Trying to forget Poem 102 19 years ago
359 My deep depression Poem 1 102 19 years ago
360 I have no choice Poem 102 19 years ago
361 I dissapear Poem 102 18 years ago
362 Into darkness i am drawn Poem 102 19 years ago
363 A song stuck in my head Poem 101 18 years ago
364 Disconnected Poem 101 19 years ago
365 When its too late Poem 101 19 years ago
366 One way or another Poem 101 18 years ago
367 A connection that i feel Poem 101 19 years ago
368 A turn for the worst Poem 1 101 19 years ago
369 Gone away Poem 101 19 years ago
370 How i wish someone was there Poem 101 19 years ago
371 Down Poem 101 18 years ago
372 Untitled -- 2.18.2005 Poem 101 19 years ago
373 Like a spark Poem 100 19 years ago
374 Show me how to live Poem 100 19 years ago
375 My self destruction Poem 100 18 years ago
376 As far as i can see Poem 100 19 years ago
377 Is it what i want or what i need Poem 100 19 years ago
378 Becoming to empty to live Poem 100 19 years ago
379 I just want to die Poem 100 19 years ago
380 Life and death Poem 100 19 years ago
381 Even when i drink Poem 99 19 years ago
382 Always alone in the end Poem 1 99 19 years ago
383 No room to breathe Poem 99 19 years ago
384 Let me in Poem 99 19 years ago
385 everlasting emotions Poem 99 19 years ago
386 Closer to the end Poem 99 19 years ago
387 As my life becomes a blur Poem 99 19 years ago
388 Untitled -- 4.21.2005 Poem 99 19 years ago
389 Here i stand Poem 99 19 years ago
390 i am nobody Poem 99 19 years ago
391 No faith and no hope Poem 98 19 years ago
392 Standing there Poem 98 19 years ago
393 Going crazy Poem 98 19 years ago
394 So much time alone i write Poem 1 98 19 years ago
395 Untitled -- 1.9.2006 Poem 98 18 years ago
396 Untitled -- 6.27.2005 Poem 98 18 years ago
397 Missing you Poem 98 19 years ago
398 What i need to do Poem 98 19 years ago
399 Untitled -- 11.21.2004 Poem 1 98 19 years ago
400 If only Poem 98 19 years ago
401 Weep and sorrow Poem 98 19 years ago
402 Your glow Poem 98 19 years ago
403 A Shooting Star Poem 97 19 years ago
404 Without me Poem 97 18 years ago
405 In darkness i lay Poem 97 19 years ago
406 Untitled -- 10.23.2005 Poem 97 18 years ago
407 Floating away Poem 97 19 years ago
408 Adrift at sea Poem 97 19 years ago
409 The future in my eyes Poem 97 19 years ago
410 A shining star Poem 97 19 years ago
411 Let it rain Poem 96 18 years ago
412 This one's for you Poem 1 96 19 years ago
413 Feelings concrete Poem 96 19 years ago
414 Why do things end up this way Poem 96 19 years ago
415 Feeling like i will burst Poem 96 19 years ago
416 I breath no more Poem 96 19 years ago
417 Lost in a daze Poem 96 19 years ago
418 As my world begins to shake Poem 95 19 years ago
419 Just gather Poem 95 19 years ago
420 Mistake Poem 95 18 years ago
421 Let me cry Poem 95 19 years ago
422 What hope Poem 95 19 years ago
423 Untitled -- 11.13.2005 Poem 95 18 years ago
424 Hit the ground Poem 95 19 years ago
425 As i wait Poem 1 94 19 years ago
426 Becomming a part of me Poem 94 19 years ago
427 Lost and blind Poem 94 19 years ago
428 Beyond gone Poem 94 19 years ago
429 Death is calling Poem 94 19 years ago
430 Where to begin Poem 94 19 years ago
431 So i am drunk Poem 93 19 years ago
432 From time to time Poem 93 19 years ago
433 Something i can't explain Poem 93 19 years ago
434 Walk away Poem 93 18 years ago
435 Untitled -- 10.27.2005 Poem 93 18 years ago
436 Feeling out of touch Poem 2 92 19 years ago
437 Where i hide Poem 92 19 years ago
438 I wish upon a star Poem 92 19 years ago
439 I am nobody Poem 92 19 years ago
440 Falling from me Poem 92 19 years ago
441 Too much pressure Poem 92 18 years ago
442 Burning desire Poem 92 18 years ago
443 Never say goodbye Poem 92 19 years ago
444 Crying inside Poem 92 19 years ago
445 Afraid to be social Poem 92 19 years ago
446 When the darkness comes Poem 91 19 years ago
447 Only you Poem 91 19 years ago
448 Why bother Poem 91 19 years ago
449 No one but you Poem 91 19 years ago
450 Reborn Poem 91 19 years ago
451 Now and again Poem 91 19 years ago
452 A reflection of you Poem 90 19 years ago
453 Back on my feet Poem 90 19 years ago
454 Addicted to you Poem 90 19 years ago
455 Just another night Poem 90 19 years ago
456 Hours Alone Poem 90 19 years ago
457 My feelings shall spill Poem 90 19 years ago
458 I must go Poem 90 19 years ago
459 Crashing Poem 1 90 19 years ago
460 thoughts on my mind Poem 89 19 years ago
461 Straight to my heart Poem 89 19 years ago
462 I think of you Poem 88 19 years ago
463 Caught in an endless loop Poem 88 19 years ago
464 When everything falls Poem 88 19 years ago
465 Alone here Poem 88 19 years ago
466 Only a dream Poem 2 88 18 years ago
467 Untitled -- 2.27.2005 Poem 88 19 years ago
468 Again to stress Poem 87 19 years ago
469 Anxiety building inside Poem 87 19 years ago
470 When it starts Poem 87 19 years ago
471 What am i waiting for Poem 87 19 years ago
472 This is my life Poem 87 19 years ago
473 Untitled -- 2.21.2005 Poem 87 19 years ago
474 who cares Poem 86 19 years ago
475 Such negative thoughts Poem 85 19 years ago
476 In the face of suicide Poem 2 85 19 years ago
477 Am i still dreaming Poem 85 18 years ago
478 the month of stress Poem 85 19 years ago
479 Don't try to understand Poem 84 19 years ago
480 Lost in a daze Poem 84 19 years ago
481 River of tears Poem 84 19 years ago
482 Untitled -- 7.15.2005 Poem 84 18 years ago
483 Hiding away Poem 83 19 years ago
484 When i drink Poem 83 19 years ago
485 No place to fit Poem 82 19 years ago
486 When the alcohol wins Poem 1 82 19 years ago
487 So many questions Poem 81 19 years ago
488 How does it end Poem 80 19 years ago
489 Not in the mood tonight Poem 79 19 years ago
490 Trapped and alone Poem 77 19 years ago
491 Take it all in Poem 72 19 years ago