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251 Untitled -- 4.15.2007 Poem 139 17 years ago
252 So tired.... Poem 139 14 years ago
253 Untitled -- 8.30.2006 Poem 138 17 years ago
254 Untitled -- 11.26.2005 Poem 138 18 years ago
255 Rock bottom Poem 138 14 years ago
256 Straight to the bottom Poem 138 10 years ago
257 Alone i break Poem 137 18 years ago
258 No sunlight Poem 1 137 10 years ago
259 Untitled -- 10.26.2006 Poem 137 17 years ago
260 Untitled -- 5.14.2008 Poem 137 16 years ago
261 Untitled -- 3.16.2005 Poem 1 137 19 years ago
262 Starting over Poem 136 18 years ago
263 Who am i Poem 136 11 years ago
264 Untitled -- 9.26.2007 Poem 135 16 years ago
265 Dreams Poem 134 17 years ago
266 Distance Poem 134 18 years ago
267 The shadow Poem 1 134 12 years ago
268 Untitled -- 4.8.2007 Poem 133 17 years ago
269 An empty space Poem 2012 133 12 years ago
270 Alone Poem 133 11 years ago
271 Untitled -- 7.14.2006 Poem 133 17 years ago
272 Roaming Soul Poem 131 18 years ago
273 What could be better Poem 130 19 years ago
274 As i sit Poem 130 19 years ago
275 That's life Poem 130 11 years ago
276 Going down Poem 130 18 years ago
277 The in between Poem 130 12 years ago
278 Wandering soul Poem 130 17 years ago
279 Untitled -- 3.11.2006 Poem 129 18 years ago
280 Drink it all away Poem 128 18 years ago
281 It's just the way i feel Poem 128 19 years ago
282 I crumble and drown Poem 128 19 years ago
283 As i pull the trigger Poem 2 126 19 years ago
284 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 126 16 years ago
285 Life on the curb Poem 126 19 years ago
286 As i become separated Poem 125 19 years ago
287 As i struggle Poem 124 19 years ago
288 A mountain i cannot pass Poem 124 19 years ago
289 Holding you tight Poem 123 19 years ago
290 I just don't know Poem 122 19 years ago
291 Like a burning fire Poem 122 19 years ago
292 Fire in the sky Poem 122 10 years ago
293 The way home Poem 122 10 years ago
294 Untitled -- 7.24.2005 Poem 121 18 years ago
295 anxiety to insomnia Poem 5 121 20 years ago
296 To an end Poem 120 18 years ago
297 Im sorry Poem 120 19 years ago
298 It consumes me Poem 120 18 years ago
299 As the stress builds up Poem 1 118 19 years ago
300 As i come to an end Poem 118 19 years ago
301 Untitled -- 9.28.2007 Poem 118 16 years ago
302 Against fate Poem 1 116 19 years ago
303 When im down Poem 116 19 years ago
304 Letting go Poem 115 19 years ago
305 Long lonely nights Poem 115 19 years ago
306 Alone Poem 1 114 20 years ago
307 Like a flower Poem 114 19 years ago
308 Barely the strength to stand Poem 113 19 years ago
309 Wherever my dreams may go Poem 112 19 years ago
310 As i go on alone Poem 112 19 years ago
311 The day i tried to live Poem 112 19 years ago
312 Forever sleep Poem 111 18 years ago
313 My only release Poem 111 19 years ago
314 Listen to the voices Poem 111 18 years ago
315 Time to live another day Poem 111 19 years ago
316 Gone with the night Poem 111 19 years ago
317 As i take my last breath Poem 110 19 years ago
318 My only escape Poem 110 19 years ago
319 Paint the portrait Poem 110 11 years ago
320 Letting go Poem 110 19 years ago
321 The center of the universe Poem 110 18 years ago
322 Don't give up don't go away Poem 110 19 years ago
323 Further away Poem 110 19 years ago
324 When depression sets in Poem 109 18 years ago
325 My only friend Poem 109 19 years ago
326 Alone yet again Poem 109 19 years ago
327 To the edge Poem 109 18 years ago
328 Im a waste Poem 109 19 years ago
329 Now im drunk Poem 108 19 years ago
330 Lingering on the past Poem 108 19 years ago
331 A good friend Poem 108 19 years ago
332 Broken Poem 1 108 19 years ago
333 I miss you Poem 108 19 years ago
334 What needs to happen Poem 1 107 19 years ago
335 Untitled -- 7.23.2005 Poem 107 18 years ago
336 As i slide Poem 107 19 years ago
337 I can only dream Poem 106 19 years ago
338 In the depths of my soul Poem 106 19 years ago
339 I love you Poem 106 19 years ago
340 Alone 2 Poem 106 19 years ago
341 What now Poem 106 19 years ago
342 Free falling Poem 105 19 years ago
343 How should it be Poem 105 19 years ago
344 The gravity of love Poem 105 19 years ago
345 Suicidal Thoughts Poem 1 105 19 years ago
346 How i am Poem 105 19 years ago
347 Alone in misery Poem 105 19 years ago
348 Thoughts that cross my mind Poem 105 19 years ago
349 So I dream Poem 2 104 19 years ago
350 Into the abyss Poem 104 19 years ago
351 Long nights of drinking Poem 104 19 years ago
352 So why Poem 104 19 years ago
353 From within Poem 104 19 years ago
354 Adrift in the wind Poem 103 19 years ago
355 I don't know what to do Poem 103 19 years ago
356 Off the path Poem 103 19 years ago
357 5 AM 6/7/04 Poem 103 19 years ago
358 My deep depression Poem 1 102 19 years ago
359 Trying to forget Poem 102 19 years ago
360 I dissapear Poem 102 18 years ago
361 I have no choice Poem 102 19 years ago
362 Into darkness i am drawn Poem 102 19 years ago
363 When its too late Poem 101 19 years ago
364 One way or another Poem 101 18 years ago
365 A connection that i feel Poem 101 19 years ago
366 Disconnected Poem 101 19 years ago
367 A song stuck in my head Poem 101 18 years ago
368 Untitled -- 2.18.2005 Poem 101 19 years ago
369 How i wish someone was there Poem 101 19 years ago
370 A turn for the worst Poem 1 101 19 years ago
371 Gone away Poem 101 19 years ago
372 Down Poem 101 18 years ago
373 Like a spark Poem 100 19 years ago
374 Show me how to live Poem 100 19 years ago
375 My self destruction Poem 100 18 years ago
376 Life and death Poem 100 19 years ago
377 I just want to die Poem 100 19 years ago
378 As far as i can see Poem 100 19 years ago
379 Is it what i want or what i need Poem 100 19 years ago
380 Becoming to empty to live Poem 100 19 years ago
381 Always alone in the end Poem 1 99 19 years ago
382 Even when i drink Poem 99 19 years ago
383 Let me in Poem 99 19 years ago
384 No room to breathe Poem 99 19 years ago
385 everlasting emotions Poem 99 19 years ago
386 Here i stand Poem 99 19 years ago
387 i am nobody Poem 99 19 years ago
388 As my life becomes a blur Poem 99 19 years ago
389 Closer to the end Poem 99 19 years ago
390 Untitled -- 4.21.2005 Poem 99 19 years ago
391 Untitled -- 1.9.2006 Poem 98 18 years ago
392 Untitled -- 6.27.2005 Poem 98 18 years ago
393 Standing there Poem 98 19 years ago
394 Going crazy Poem 98 19 years ago
395 No faith and no hope Poem 98 19 years ago
396 So much time alone i write Poem 1 98 19 years ago
397 Your glow Poem 98 19 years ago
398 Untitled -- 11.21.2004 Poem 1 98 19 years ago
399 If only Poem 98 19 years ago
400 Weep and sorrow Poem 98 19 years ago
401 Missing you Poem 98 19 years ago
402 What i need to do Poem 98 19 years ago
403 Untitled -- 10.23.2005 Poem 97 18 years ago
404 A Shooting Star Poem 97 19 years ago
405 Without me Poem 97 18 years ago
406 In darkness i lay Poem 97 19 years ago
407 The future in my eyes Poem 97 19 years ago
408 A shining star Poem 97 19 years ago
409 Floating away Poem 97 19 years ago
410 Adrift at sea Poem 97 19 years ago
411 Let it rain Poem 96 18 years ago
412 Feeling like i will burst Poem 96 19 years ago
413 Why do things end up this way Poem 96 19 years ago
414 Lost in a daze Poem 96 19 years ago
415 Feelings concrete Poem 96 19 years ago
416 This one's for you Poem 1 96 19 years ago
417 Mistake Poem 95 18 years ago
418 Let me cry Poem 95 19 years ago
419 As my world begins to shake Poem 95 19 years ago
420 Just gather Poem 95 19 years ago
421 Untitled -- 11.13.2005 Poem 95 18 years ago
422 Hit the ground Poem 95 19 years ago
423 I breath no more Poem 95 19 years ago
424 What hope Poem 95 19 years ago
425 Lost and blind Poem 94 19 years ago
426 As i wait Poem 1 94 19 years ago
427 Becomming a part of me Poem 94 19 years ago
428 Where to begin Poem 94 19 years ago
429 Beyond gone Poem 94 19 years ago
430 Death is calling Poem 94 19 years ago
431 So i am drunk Poem 93 19 years ago
432 From time to time Poem 93 19 years ago
433 Something i can't explain Poem 93 19 years ago
434 Walk away Poem 93 18 years ago
435 Untitled -- 10.27.2005 Poem 93 18 years ago
436 Where i hide Poem 92 19 years ago
437 I am nobody Poem 92 19 years ago
438 I wish upon a star Poem 92 19 years ago
439 Feeling out of touch Poem 2 92 19 years ago
440 Never say goodbye Poem 92 19 years ago
441 Burning desire Poem 92 18 years ago
442 Crying inside Poem 92 19 years ago
443 Afraid to be social Poem 92 19 years ago
444 Falling from me Poem 92 19 years ago
445 Too much pressure Poem 92 18 years ago
446 Why bother Poem 91 19 years ago
447 No one but you Poem 91 19 years ago
448 When the darkness comes Poem 91 19 years ago
449 Only you Poem 91 19 years ago
450 Now and again Poem 91 19 years ago
451 Reborn Poem 90 19 years ago
452 My feelings shall spill Poem 90 19 years ago
453 A reflection of you Poem 90 19 years ago
454 Back on my feet Poem 90 19 years ago
455 Addicted to you Poem 90 19 years ago
456 Hours Alone Poem 90 19 years ago
457 Just another night Poem 90 19 years ago
458 Crashing Poem 1 90 19 years ago
459 I must go Poem 90 19 years ago
460 thoughts on my mind Poem 89 19 years ago
461 Straight to my heart Poem 89 19 years ago
462 When everything falls Poem 88 19 years ago
463 Caught in an endless loop Poem 88 19 years ago
464 Alone here Poem 88 19 years ago
465 I think of you Poem 88 19 years ago
466 Untitled -- 2.27.2005 Poem 88 19 years ago
467 Only a dream Poem 2 88 18 years ago
468 Again to stress Poem 87 19 years ago
469 Anxiety building inside Poem 87 19 years ago
470 Untitled -- 2.21.2005 Poem 87 19 years ago
471 What am i waiting for Poem 87 19 years ago
472 When it starts Poem 87 19 years ago
473 This is my life Poem 87 19 years ago
474 who cares Poem 86 19 years ago
475 Such negative thoughts Poem 85 19 years ago
476 Am i still dreaming Poem 85 18 years ago
477 the month of stress Poem 85 19 years ago
478 In the face of suicide Poem 2 85 19 years ago
479 Untitled -- 7.15.2005 Poem 84 18 years ago
480 Don't try to understand Poem 84 19 years ago
481 Lost in a daze Poem 84 19 years ago
482 River of tears Poem 84 19 years ago
483 When i drink Poem 83 19 years ago
484 Hiding away Poem 83 19 years ago
485 No place to fit Poem 82 19 years ago
486 When the alcohol wins Poem 1 82 19 years ago
487 So many questions Poem 81 19 years ago
488 How does it end Poem 80 19 years ago
489 Not in the mood tonight Poem 79 19 years ago
490 Trapped and alone Poem 77 19 years ago
491 Take it all in Poem 72 19 years ago