to come to know another
(a breakaway discovered
among groups of birds)
to come to know me is
to deep dive to me
to not resent
the unanticipated
cavernous dark
sides or hues
what an awful
surprise that would
be if you had
that false image
before you love
an idea far-flung
gets into your
morality,
then let birds
fly away
forgetting everything
in their flight—
In a Japanese Countryside
I'm in a Japanese
countryside
now,
but with whom?
Quiet community,
revived Western humanity,
that even Mt. Fuji is
tranquil—
That even the train cars on
metal rails in train stations
are silently drifting, giving
way for us—sleeping
in our modest households.
through the storm?
until the day ends
as if we're ever friends
whatsoever.
did I ever ask your
number?
a way to speak
everything's so quick
now.
where are you gonna
take me?—
in the garden, in the nighttime
(formerly 'slipping away in the garden in the nighttime', with Old English, Dutch, and Germanic influence)
the leaves play their roles
they change colors, giving shade,
raindrops—welled up tears
befriending the plants—
befriending the plants
the good plants and the bad plants
to tell which ones are—
Umbrella University
Not all are happy
If there is no shared leadership
—Human relations
Animalism
The garrulous birds
Looking down on the pantry
Where there is no food
Criteria Of The Fallen
We are judged, not by how softly or
well meaning we have dealt with
each other's foibles alone
But we are immeasurably judged anyhow by -
the companies we join, families that we have,
friends with which we tag/go along
Almost assuredly our minds are
measured too, by some type of
psychometrics
But I would never understand
the mind of corruption,
the ways of crime, perhaps
People fighting off their men.
In the future, chopping off their heads—
if the right conditions shall be given
Over pedophilia, war profiteering,
orgiastic incontinence;
as if gluttonous craving.
—Only God will judge;
—in heaven.
Somewhere October 21, 2012
Somewhere, somehow
These memories pains me so
Harder to breathe
“Let it go” they say
But it ain’t that easy
“Learn from your mistakes”
There are unresolved questions
“Move on”
How can I?
Repression: both a gift and curse
Diagnosis: Major Depressive Disorder
“They’re mistaken”
Research shows it’s Autism.
Specifically, Asperger’s