Breaking Deceptive Glass


The Second Wind
Comes Against Your Face
Brushes On Your Skin
Why Does It Feel So Bad To Do
But Yet I Feel So Good
Bring Pain Into My Heart


I Used To Think It Was Forever
I Thought It Would Last A Life Time
But Sometimes You Just Don't Know The End
Sometimes You Just Don't The Story
And Sometimes You Just Don't Their Reason


It Feels Like So Much Resentfulness
So Much Hidden Cognitive Energy
Why Do You Feel The Need To Bring It
Why Does The Subconscious Feel So Real


The Day I Told You
It Would Never Come To An End
But Here Lies Your Old Promise
It Just Falls Apart

There's No Pieces To Pick Up
And I Know It Wasn't Intentional
I Know It Wasn't Intended
But Yet I Feel Forced To Feel Indifferent
Yet I Feel Misguided And Wrong
Unbearable And Unforgiving


Will The Rain Fall Faster Than Your Tears
You Lost Me At It Was Meant To Be
You Lost Me With Your Given Thoughts
Why Do You Bring It To Existence
Why Do You Bring It Up
Just To Waste It Away Again
This Isn't A Time For Reason
This Isn't Just For The Moment
But You Bring It To The Ground
You Brought It To An End

Into The Red Zone

Here....I Am Falling Fast
I Am Covered With Your Hate
I Am Covered With Your Blame
Why Can't You See The Blood
Why Can't You See The Pain


Do You Hear Me Now
Do You See Me Now
Do You See This Gaping Wound
Can You See I Can't Escape This Pain
I Can't Undo What I've Done
Can't You See Me Now

But Can You Hear Me Now


Can't You See Me Bleeding
Can't You See This Healing
I Am Covered In  Blood
I Am Covered With Pain
When It Goes Through
Inside And Out
You Lose You Head


Much Does It Hurt?
Does It Hurt That Much?
It May Numb You
Give Up The Fight


But If You Wanna Fight
You Don"t Want To Start With Me
If You Wanna Fight
You Don't Want To Test Me

Totally Unreal


Everything I Leave In a Line
Everything I Say, You Think It's a Lie
We Are The Ones That You Hate
We Are The Ones That You Blame
We Are The Ones That You Despise
We Are The Ones That You Shun


You Can Accuse Me Of Individuality
Strip Me Of My Dignity
Blame Me Of My Originality
Hate Me Of My Sentimentality
Extract Me Of Reality
Rip Me Of My Liberty


My Conviction Is Beyond Unreal
Never Hide Yourself
Never Compromise
Never Lower Your Value

What You Tell Me
What You're Saying
Everything You Say I Am
Up Until The End
It's All About What I'm Not

Not Until You're Dying

You Can Dream And You Can Pretend
Something You're Not Really
You Can Act Like You Don't Know
You Can Say You Feel Nothing
Pretend You're Something Special
But I See Right Through You


I Cannot Understand Your Inferiority
Can't You See It's Hurting You
Its Bruising You
And It's Confusing You


I Think It's Time
It's Time For Change
So Change The Page
ButIf The Weight Stops You
And If It Takes Forever
I Will Bleed Trying
I Will Die Dying


Say I Won't
And Say I Can't
I Know You're Just Bluffing
I Know You Aint Trying
One Step Forward Seems To Far
One Step Backward Seems So Easy

But I'll Tell You One Thing
There's No Turning Back
No Plan To Change
No Time For Remorse
No Buts And No Quits
No Stopping Until You're Dying

Full Of Sky

Various Objects

Sky Interpretation

As Dark As The Dim Clouds
As Damp As The Cold Clouds
As Blurry As The Opaque Clouds
As Mystical As The Snowy Clouds
As Bright As The Shining Light
As Luminous As The Colorful Rainbow


The Solid Force Of The Hail
The Liquid Drops Of The Rain
The Gas Mist Of The Fog
The Intense Gust Of The Wind
The Solid Liquid Magic Of The Snowflakes
The Transparent Hue Rays Of The Light


Thunderstorms That Can Shock
Rainstorms That Can Downpour
Floods That Can Drown
Tornadoes That Can Whirl
Blizzards That Can Freeze
Rainbows That Can Shimmer

Never Mess With My Spirit

Various Objects

Bro If You Wanna Go
You Better Take Another Look
Cause If What You See
Isn't Enough To Convince You
Then You Better Change Things Up


I'm Not Using My Strength
For Reasons To Beat Others
Or To Put Other People Down
I Use It To Protect The People I Love


But When You Cross The Line Of My Spirit
And You Start Hurting My People
You Go And You Break Their Hearts
And You Hurt Their Feelings


I Will Throw The Fight To You
So You Better Bring Your Flame On
Cause I'm Rocking This Collage
To Get Some Sense Into You


No You Ain't Gonna Touch Me
You Try To Throw A Punch At Me
You Gonna Find A Crack In Your Arm
Fierce Knee To The Chest
And A Crushed Face To The Ground

Breathe Into Life

Erasing The Clock
Turn The Knob
Feels Like No More Scars
Why Can't I Recognize Anymore
Can't I See I Can't Do This Alone
Why Do I Remind Myself
I'm Fighting This Alone
I'll Take A Stab At The Problem


One More Time
Because I Know I Won't Turn Away
Heart Attack In A Shell
Feels Like A Bruise On My Knee
Why'd I Do That Again
Can't Always Keep Looking Down
Just Lift My Head Into The Sky
You're Giving Me A Headache
My Hearts Beating
Like A Broken Radio
One More Time
I Just Need To
Look At The Clouds


The Lights Are Fading
Because Times Are Changing
Why Can't I Pick Up These Pieces
Because I've Seen Enough
Why Can't I Ever Stop
As I Feel My Soul Is Going Overdrive
Before I Enter The Twilight
Why Do You Strip Me
Excuse Me Of My Abnormality
Of Course Its Brutality
Can't You Understand The Morality


Its In Your Mind
Its In Your Spirit
Help Is Just A Prayer Away
Just Kneel And Pray Away

What It Used To Be

Oh Let The Sky Hit The Fire In The Moonlight
I'm On The Deep Level With Love
But I Can't Let You Off The Chase
Cause I'm In A Race To The Sky
Trying To Make Peace Here And All
I'm Sorry If I'm A Disgrace
But Since I Was Forgiven


I Can't Seem To Forget
How You Saved Me
How It Seemed To Be
Oh How It Used To Be
With One Cross And Three Nails
Oh How Was I Was Forgiven


The Scars The Used Te Cut Me
The Pain That Used To Drown Me
The Strain That Used To Ache Me
I Used To Think How You Cared About Me
Oh How You Used Words To Control Me


Because Love Broke My Heart
It Broke It Wide Open
It Broke My Feelings
Torn My Emotions To Pieces


But When I Feel Defeated
And When I Hear You Speak
I Feel Enlightened
It Gives Me Peace
It Soothes My Soul
Provides Me Shelter
Keeps Me Calm


Because I Know Who Cares About Me
I Know Who Loves Me Unconditionally
No Matter What I've Done
No Matter How Bad I've Been
The Things I've Done
The Word's I've Said
Thank Goodness I'm Forgiven

All I Gotta Do


Some Days Life Feels Just Perfect
Other Days It Feels It Ain't Working
When My Faith Is Getting Weak
And I'm Falling On My Knees
But Here I Am, Once Again


Cause I Know It's Going To Be Alright
It's Going To Be Bright Again
One More Time I Feel The Pain Running Up
But Because I Know God Is On My Side
All I Gotta Do Is Shake It Off
Because I Know, I Just Know
That God Is Always With Me


When The Darkest Hours Come Before Me
When The Sky Turns Darker Than Black
I Know It Kinda Scares Me
And I Know It'll Follow Me
I'm At War With The World
Cause They're Trying To Pull Me Into The Dark
Trying To Crush Me Beneath The Rock
But All I Gotta Do
All I Know I Need To Do
Is Drop On My Knees And Pray


Some Say That Being On Your Knees Is Weak
Some Say That Its The Most Vulnerable Position
But I Say Its Knowing Who Holds The Future
Being So Bold In Character
What Makes Him Trust In This Person
What Makes Him Have Courage In This


I Don't Know What I Can Tell You
Maybe Its The Things You Experience
The Pain And Sorrow You Feel Growing Up
The Hurt And Stress That Kick You To The Ground
But All I Gotta Do Is Tell You To Not Give Up


Don't Give In To What They Say
Sure You May Be Different From Them
Sure You Might Look Different From Them
But You Are Unique Just The Way You Are
Don't Let Them Tell You Otherwise