Do you even know?
Can you even fathom?
Could you ever have guessed?
...How much I have loved you?
How much I wanted you?
How much I love...and want you still?
That I carried a torch,
That burned out of control,
Yet had to be smothered,
To only smoldering embers,
Hidden inside me, till they burned,
A scorched mark upon my soul?
That never, ever, were you forgotten?
Even when maybe, you thought-
No one cared, no one loved you,
That someone out there...me...
Never forgot, never stopped loving...you.
Never could, even if I tried.
That you were the only one,
Who most impacted my heart,
Who made me really feel alive,
Who seared your very self into my soul-
A place I never allowed anyone else access-
And now, still, only you reside, forever.
Do you even know...
That now, that we have again connected-
At last...that if I died today,
I could die happy, content,
Knowing that my one, long-treasured dream,
Finally and blissfully...came true
Let me lie
Let me freeze again
Till death do we part
And we are on a fast road there
Let me die
Let me live
For death is only the beginning
And I will rise again
I am Atlas
Cursed to uphold you all
Show me the universe
The world in my hands
The sun at my back
Clouds and nebulas are my clothing
Ill carry your world
Time and I converse
As you are born and grow
Earth and I speak
I call out your name
Don’t feel so low
I’ll carry your world
Show me your strength
The fire in your eyes
The desire in your fight
Sometimes I feel so low
About to explode
I’ll carry your world
The world in your eyes
Adventure in your smile
Love in your life
Strength in your touch
Laughter in your youth
Ill carry your world
I call out your name
The world on my shoulders
You hear the thunder from my voice
The lightening in my eyes
The load is not too heavy
I call out your name
I’ll carry your world
For I am ATLAS
Cursed to uphold you
I'd drop the world to catch your tears
I’ll carry your world
I want to say I love you
But you’ve heard it all before
In different ways
Different places
New schemes on how to say it
How do I make it special?
How do I get across
Just how much I want you
How much I need you
How much that I love you
That I’d give my life away
If I could make you smile once
And I would say it’s worth it
Because I’ll spend my whole life
To make you happy
I’ll give my last breath
To make you feel safe
And needed
And loved
Outside of you, nothing about me makes sense.
You created the stars with your breath, the sun with your voice.
Great is The Lord, my God, the great leader of hosts!
Who can tell of your greatness, your mercy, your love?
Who can begin to mention who you are; what you do?
Who among men can understand your place?
Men fall to their knees before you and children run into your arms.
Who is like you oh Lord God?
Who is like our daddy in heaven, who is everywhere at once;
Rejoicing next to the reunited lovers, and the hand on the shoulder of mourners?
Where where is darkness
There is light
Where there is daytime
There is night
Where there is peace-time
There is war
When comes after
Look before
If life is a game
And love is a place
Then I'd ever be
Within your embrace
But now we are far
So far from each other
But soon it's not so
In kisses we'll smother
When time is a memory
And space is a dream
Together forever
Rid of fates scheme
Laying together
On a midsummers day
Gone into the light
Wisped far away