Wow, this is the best poetry book in the world.
I love how deep it is.
That one poem is so funny my heart skipped a beat.
I couldn’t take my eyes off of the pages.
And the most amazing part is,
It sucked.
A lot.
Who were you expecting, a white knight?
I’ve heard these jokes before in checkout lanes.
And the customers in front of me never knew you existed.
I’m not that pretentious.
But you are.
I do not have double standards.
But you do.
Someone whose castle is built on mediocrity can’t scare me into hiding.
But someone else might be.
The moat is heavily guarded by trolls that can ruin their lives
If they refuse to walk on eggshells around you.
I keep pointing out your flaws
But you never even see them.
Instead, you fired a bomb into the crowd
And ecstatically handed the cannon to me.
You impersonate a traumatized child so onlookers would feel bad for you
And point their fingers at me at the drop of the hat,
Leaving me with nothing else to say in my defense.
I’m beginning to believe you love the drama more than you love your craft.
You’ve thrown burnt bridges in the wind today and I’m off to the pen,
But I’ll let you have your fun for now.
I have stowed away in the back of the truck to escape my sentence,
But I’ve come back to fight you with a rocket.
I’ve been ready for perfect storms since my old flame tried to kill himself.
And pinned the blame on me because he wanted me all to himself.
I have nothing to lose if you play the “defenseless child” act again.
You may have been one locked in a tower once upon a time.
But you grew up to be a dragon and imprisoned someone else.
It’s not my fault that you made yourself look worse.
It’s yours.
You can stop lying to me now.
I know you were never the victim.
হিংসা
কেন হবে অর্থহীন হিংস্রতা
অজথা রাগে বিব্রত
ক্ষতিগ্রস্ত ক্ষুণ্ণ আত্মা
আক্রোশএর শিকার
ক্রোধে তপ্ত কঠোর
প্রতিশোধে প্রবণতা?
হিংসা কি আত্মমর্যাদার প্রতীক?
না নিজেরই প্রতি নিষ্ঠুরতা?
©️Jayati Gupta
Envy is
not a monster.
It is a disease,
coiling its body around me,
squeezing until I'm
not myself anymore.
Envy is not green…
it is black.
Black
like the center
of a chasm I can't leap.
Black
like the space behind your eyes,
so dark you have to open them again.
Black
like my soul.
Envy
takes over the
controls of my heart,
turning all of them up
so far
I can't go back.
It slips
like a snake
out of
the side of
your soul.
It leaves you breathless
as it wanders
in the air
to find another victim.
Envy.
You envy me so
With all of your might
You want to steal all my warmth
And extinguish my light
You covet my power
And my celestial role
You want to replace me
With all your heart and soul
You yearn for the control
Over the mornings and day
Your greed for more time
Has lead you astray
You try to block me out
Every couple of years
Unable to completely do so
It brings you to tears
You obsess over my fame
You detest all my praise
You despise my allure
And my warm loving rays
Void of any beauty
You feel dead and cold
Stories of your greatness
Will never be told
Forever chasing the day
You’re bound to the night
You will never be happy
Till you’re the only one on sight
Your quest to seize the day
Is useless and in vain
You’re stuck in your own orbit
That feeds your jealousy and pain
Your chance of replacing me as a star
Won’t be coming soon
For I’m the life giving sun
Silly little moon....
naked on the beach,
no towel underneath,
and the sand gritty
beneath, into, and
on top of everything
while lying next to the
ocean's rising tide,
the sea of hating,
remembering all
the loathing words
you spewed, berating,
salty drops of your envy
and resentment,
lost enchanment
drowns me, pulled
into the undertow
of remorse...
par for the course.
10:47 PM 4/27/2013 ©
Toot, toot, tweeeet, twoot, too-eh-eh-ooh~
She whistles softly with a knowing smile
Slightly embarrassed by her skill
Humble, sweet, in contrast to my wile.
Sounds flow sweetly, like the notes arrive
Hesitantly, bravely, each carrying their own weight
Of memories and feelings
So different from my declares of protective war.
Her naïve trebles and basses entraps and enraptures the hardest of souls
And coarsest of eyes, unknowingly,
Unlike my own purposeful seductive apples
I shower with a smile, a grin, a punch.
Maybe if I were like her
If I could whistle like her
Just maybe I could be like her
And receive some love too?
This evil, dirty thought
So vile and stuffing full of oozing black envy,
I'm ashamed of my noises.
Why can't I whistle instead?
Why can't I whistle?
I look around and all I see is happy couples that I envy
Wanting the smiles, the laughter wishing that's what we can be
But reality is a bitch and all we have is constant fighting
Going to bed not the way we intend is not the right thing
We don't want to end it because the feeling of it is amazing
Seeing each other with other people is just heart taking
You say its your fault and that I deserve better
You're a milestone in my life, I will not forget her
My choice is to stay together hoping we can be a phoenix
I want this movie to have a happy ending cause I've never seen it
Good in the beginning and now we're in a struggle
Hopefully this will end well, watch a movie then we'll cuddle
We may not be Hollywood actors, but the tears are real
The love ain't a prop, if you stay tuned it will be revealed
Our script isn't written in stone, so we still have a chance
Its up to us whether we want to nurture it like a plant.
The thought of you being my friend, and turning my mother against me. You stealing my boyfriend and exploiting me on the internet. I still love you and have the same respect I had before this silly situation. Wheather you know it or not you are beautiful just the way you are, even though you dress like your a low self-esteem young girl. I just love the way you treat others. You inspire me soo much. You know like the way you minipulate and take advantage of those who love you for your own selfish benifits. What a good way to get to the top of the success ladder. I mean who now-a-days really work hard to become successfull? You are the most trust-worthy person i have ever met. I wish i could become more like you. Heartless, helpless, hopeless, nieve, and shallow. I think everyone should be more like you. Then maybe you could be our queen, so that we could follow your lead and you could make the world A BETTER PLACE.
p.s. write back soon. I'll hold my breath until you do. Im dying to hear your response.
Yours Truely,
LondonLe'Shawn