Falling through the repeated days
In a set trance in the dark eternal craze
To a tired struggle I kill another dove
and forget what I made a promise to be free of
Because it's simply easy, and rather too fun
But when I gained another side, I lost sight of the sun
I feel not to go around and walk a set path that fits my shoes
Looking at myself, these are not my own hands, nor my own views
I'm trying to find a person who I can call me
To be familiar with and call my own what I can see
But in the end it all tears apart sooner or later
The person I thought I knew inside is my only traitor
I change another face to fit another set day
To think it matters, but it somehow never did anyway
Everything can change from a single teardrop from the eye
But then again, who am I?
Oh sweet rose
Was it the wind
Could it have been the rain
Why did you close
Did I not give you enough love perhaps
Or did I not feed you enough
Did I take too many naps
Was I too rough
Am I the reason
Or, was it your decision
Perhaps it was just the season
Our future was in my vision
I love you
I want to hate you
But what I really want to do
Is find out what killed you
How can I move on
Without knowing what I have done wrong
Who has ultimately won
You where my song
Speak
Say something!
Always knew you were weak
Is that you I hear sing
I am not broken
I’ve just awoken
To the sweet realisation
That I was but only a token
Oh sweet rose
Was it the wind
Could it have been the rain
Why did you close
Will you one day come back again……
Written by
Dlr
Pretty as can be
Power is all you can see
Smiling constantly
So, you thought you knew me
Inside I see and feel no beauty
Motivating myself daily to just be
But can anyone see?
Pretty as can be
Power is all you can see
Smiling constantly
So, you thought you knew me
My sadness and depression overflowing
The will not to live continually growing
But all you can see
Is all my glorious beauty
Pretty as can be
Power is all you can see
Smiling constantly
So, you thought you knew me
Fighting off Sticks and stones daily
Drowning hurtful comments constantly
Forced to listen to what people think of me
While I don’t even think of me
Pretty as can be
Power is all you can see
Smiling constantly
So, you thought you knew me
Worth no one’s love
Always alone and way above
Has anyone ever considered that I have had enough?
Life is just far too tough
Pretty as can be
Power is all you can see
So, you thought you knew me
Jealousy killed me
Written by Dlr
I looked into your eyes
And fell into your arms
So sweetly dying
From all your charms
Slay me with your touch
Murder me with your eyes
Killed by a kiss
Because only angels fly
Crashing into clouds
Heaven is no bound
To the high we get
Now crashing to the ground
Waving at St. Peter
As we go by again
Are we making saints jealous?
Could this be sin?
Well if it is, it’s okay
I’d gladly burn in hell
For this taste of heaven
I’ve died in since I fell
~Chrystal
Written on
December 8, 2008