knowing you the way I got to, helped me really appreciate the rain pouring down, & to look past the clouds..
I never felt one with the sand until you touched my hand.. even the fireworks weren't ever as breath-taking..
you to me, were like a piece of breathing earth, with eyes, & ears.. a heart.. but too many fears..
I can't say you have much more then me, though.. & it doesn't matter which one of us is less flawed..
I wish I could fly away to a paradise, somewhere i'll finally have all the closure I need... for everything..
I feel like I have to fight with myself everyday.. battle of self esteem, hopes, dreams, disappointments, needs..
I battle to stay awake, & I battle to fall asleep..
wherever did the peace go? whatever happened to the flow...
I got lost in the forest of my mind, trying to become free..
but more then a few of these deeply rooted trees have collapsed & fallen on top of me..
scratching at the dirt, gripping at the grass.. I can't breathe..
is love just as much baggage as hate..? because they both seem to feel equally heavy..
maybe inside i'm just overweight..
maybe that's what i've been seeing..
how can I work from the inside, out..?
how can I prevent these ups & downs..?
do you even know..? I didn't think so..
it's all up to me.
learn to appreciate the rain... even if it's drenching you in pain..
i'll always be your secret..
Sat in nature
Dissolves your cares
Nature appreciation
Lacking; western nations
People too busy
To appreciate, sadly
Joys; Mother Earth
Programmed since birth
Energy to system
REPLACED GATHERING WISDOM
TV BEST VIEW???
HAVE ANY CLUE????
Nature provides everything
Food, water drinking
Greed, doesn’t support
Karma the retort
In nature; harmony
Surroundings; birds, trees
Slow outlooks down
Erases unsuitable frowns
Appreciate nature today
Respects to pay
Nuts take too
Birds; will thankyou
No fruit; trees
Ground frozen possibly
Do positive deeds
Food wildlife needs
I sat there crying,
Tears pouring from my eyes,
Thinking of everything that means so much.
Wondering of how life twists and turns,
And when I needed you the most I was alone suffering.
Its not like you intentionally abandoned me,
Just the way things turned out to be.
Maybe for better or the worse,
Wishing desperately the two would mend.
A complete understanding of what is to come,
To anticipate my future tactfully.
Scared is not the word I prefer,
I really haven't the clue to describe what to say.
What jerks the tears out my head the most,
Is the thought of returning and what I love is a ghost.
A home to my memories,
Oh I can't bear the thought,
But I do and that's what rips me apart.
The realization then struck,
Sadness is the best way to achieve true happiness.
Knowing what its like to not have the ones you love,
Teaches the ultimate appreciation.
By this I wanted you to hear,
Every day will be cherished when I return,
Treating you honorably as you deserve.
I'll always be there,
No matter the odds,
At your side or forever in your heart.
My love to you.
I was sad to watch you leave,
Every breath was hard to breathe,
As tears rolled down my saddened cheeks.
As I left the sky darkened,
Only adding to my sorrow.
But a ray of light pierced the shadows,
Helping me believe it was not eternal.
I know I can't turn back time,
But one day everything will be alright,
No matter how dark or sad I may seem,
Fate always seems to workout for me.