I sat there crying,
Tears pouring from my eyes,
Thinking of everything that means so much.
Wondering of how life twists and turns,
And when I needed you the most I was alone suffering.
Its not like you intentionally abandoned me,
Just the way things turned out to be.
Maybe for better or the worse,
Wishing desperately the two would mend.
A complete understanding of what is to come,
To anticipate my future tactfully.
Scared is not the word I prefer,
I really haven't the clue to describe what to say.
What jerks the tears out my head the most,
Is the thought of returning and what I love is a ghost.
A home to my memories,
Oh I can't bear the thought,
But I do and that's what rips me apart.
The realization then struck,
Sadness is the best way to achieve true happiness.
Knowing what its like to not have the ones you love,
Teaches the ultimate appreciation.
By this I wanted you to hear,
Every day will be cherished when I return,
Treating you honorably as you deserve.
I'll always be there,
No matter the odds,
At your side or forever in your heart.
My love to you.

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SSmoothie's picture

This is a really heartfelt

This is a really heartfelt write! I like the way you talk about the situationa and the tear jerking reference is very cleverly put. it hits you. also a very sensitive approach to the situation. I really enjoyed reading this Jmac :) Cheers SS

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light's picture

very nice...

very nice...

joshomac's picture

Thanks :)

Thanks :)

Beyond the scope of light,

Beyond the reach of dark..