Sometimes do you feel like a shadow?
You're always there but no-one knows
So many times you've gotten trampled on before
And before anyone notices, you're always gone
This is what I feel like
Not loved, forgotten and disliked
These things seem to get in the way
But they always say "push through the day"
Sometimes I can, sometimes I can't
I feel so sad and yet so mad
I am really not a shadow anymore
I am just a girl who is unsure
I'm lost in a life that I am living
Just hoping and wishing I could change the beginning.
the need
to be ugly
to get
attention
to be pathetic
out of grief
for lives
destroyed
i've known
comatose
with more
intelligence
2:16 AM 7/6/2013 ©
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My leech, my friendly leech
You stay with me when I don't want you on
I wanted you to let me live
But I kept you there
And followed your whims that controlled me
I must reach higher ground
Away from your low lands
Away from your shell for a personality
Away from your controlling and mind tricks
Gone you will be from my life
I will slip my way out before you can bat an eye
And care only in the slightest for I will be free