touching

New Experience

I've recently come into

a whole new experience...

 

I don't know

how to write about it,

so I'm just gonna throw it out...

 

 

I've recently started

getting to know myself,

or more specifically,

my body.

 

Trying to figure out

what touches will

make me feel great,

 

what kinds of pressure

I need to use,

to feel great!

 

 

Yes,

for those who've figured it out,

and those who haven't,

I'm talking about masturbation.

 

 

There,

I said it....

 

Maybe I shouldn't have,

but I did.

 

And now,

I want to learn more!

 

 

How do I touch,

to make myself feel good?

 

Where do I touch,

to make myself feel good?

 

I want to know,

I need to know,

how to make myself feel good!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Yea... I know that this probably is something that I probably shouldn't have written about... but It's all true, haha...

Sorry if anyone finds it offensive. If so, let me know and I will remove it!

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Sex With You

 

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kisses soft against my legs, in circles

 

like the sweetness of your morning hug

 

leisurely pacing your way to my toes

 

as if tasting each one, carrying me to the place only we know,

 

i'm a million miles away, and yet feel you so close

 

next time i open my eyes, your hand like a mountain stream flows,

 

the touch feels like heaven as your body slides up,

 

and i kiss every inch that i can as you clutch

 

then loosen your hold to my hips now in time,

 

your tongue on my breasts, this is more than sublime,

 

enraptured i offer my hands to your pleasure

 

and to my surprise you decsend again, my breath answers

 

a sigh is released from its place deep within, 

 

the sound seems to stroke you, as if you've gone in

 

i feel chills down my spine and then up again

 

and i reach for your legs, and more kissing begins

 

your chin at my pelvis, and now there is thrust

 

making love to these parts we become like a chorus

 

inspirations are deep and our bodies begin to roam

 

heart and soul timing, like a precise metrodome

 

a plateau of pleasure, escalation does entice

 

we kneel face to face just to breathe the love from each other's eyes

 

then you reach for my face with both hands and we kiss

 

with angels' wings donned we revel deep into bliss

 

the breathing is faster, we grapple and vie

 

as i guide you by the hand, and upon me you lie

 

like raindrops from heaven, joined in blissful suspension

 

and we lay with the stars, the aftermath of ascension

 

flesh on our flesh you lean close as i drift

 

and i feel lips on my eyelids

 

as i think ...'it gets no better than this'.

 

 

12:45 PM 7/16/2013 ©

 

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pitiful

the need

 

to be ugly 

 

to get

 

attention

 

 

to be pathetic

 

out of grief

 

for lives

 

destroyed

 

 

i've known

 

comatose

 

with more 

 

intelligence

 

 

 

 

 

 

2:16 AM 7/6/2013 ©

 

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

pitiful

Only With You

Folder: 
2011

I have always been the type
That needed to be doing something
No matter what it was,
I always had to be doing something

So why is it then, when you are here
I don’t have that need anymore
I just need to touch you
I always need the physical contact

But this is only with you
Truthfully, I don’t know why it is
But I do I really, really do
But it is only with you

Nobody else that I’ve ever been with
Have I ever had this need, this desire
This want, to feel you within arms reach
I do; I really, really do

Maybe one of these days, I can stand
In front of my family and friends
Even God himself, and say those words
“I do”

~Chrystal
Written on
December 5, 2011

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was another one about Tom ___. This one was written because I thought of how I am with him. Physicality every second of every moment he's here. There isn't a sexual tension, just my need to touch him. I can't help but think that the last four months have been a dream. I need to touch him because the touch makes it all the more real. It makes me believe that this isn't a dream.

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