You were born to lose
As you sit upon your dead throne
Decay in your bones
This, the life you choose
You’re cursed
With your own disease
Eating yourself away
Die again every day
Can’t you let go (Never)
Let Go (Never)
Let Go (Never)
Never let go
Give up the fight
You’re dead inside
Can’t keep yourself alive
Do what is finally right
Let Him in
He stands and knocks
At your ruined gates
It’s not too late
Let go, He’ll catch you
Let go, He holds you now
Let go, He picks you up
Let go, you’ve had enough
Let go and take the jump
Fall into His arms
Rest secure from your fears
Because He’ll
Never (Never)
Let Go (Let Go)
Never (Never)
Never let go
That's what happens when you just can't let go.
You end up a broken person.
Crippled by guilt.
Brakes on rotors, you grind.
A deep sigh at the end of the day
Hoping to push out some of the emptiness.
To fill the pit in your stomach.
You never become whole.
You live. you laugh. you smile.
while you are forever mourning
your loss chances,
your failures,
your past.
How does one know when it’s right?
When winter finally changes to spring and the sun shines a little brighter
Or does the day just turn into night?
And one wonders can I ever go back to when it was lighter?
When do I let go?
Please, how do you know?
Tell me to let go of hope
Or do I keep fighting,
Fighting for what used to be?
I don’t know I really don’t, I wish one of these days I could just see
But I guess I’ll have to be patient with what my heart decides happens to me.
In the corner of the orange room, I sat and cried...
I stared at the wall and wondered why I came
and why I was still sitting there.
When all there was to see and feel
was a ghost of the past,
that will never ever come back...
A single tear drop fallen
The ghost
Of heartbreak future
A simple toast
To pain yet to come
To think this pain
Was quite enough
Not knowing when
Makes it all the more rough
To hold on and let go
~Chrystal
Written on
March 19, 2009