People around the world
are being murdered
by our tax dollars
not as thrown stones
but
turned into guns
and bombs and drones.
-saiom shriver-
I know I'm a strong person
One who has never needed
Any person in this world
But then I found you
You have turned my world upside down
The feelings I feel for you
Were almost instantaneous
Once we started talking
I feel like I've never loved anyone
That has came into and left my life
Each and every one of them
Were just stepping stones
Yes, they were
Just stepping stones leading to you
I’m thankful for that – for you
Now I feel as if my future can start
~Chrystal
Written on
October 24, 2013
the eyes are so beautiful...
people abuse their lips too often..
ugly words.. distraught faces.
passing through dark voids..
black spaces..
footprints in cement..
writing in sand..
mistakes made, but by the time I realize..
it always seems just too late.
maybe we don't deserve a second chance..
sometimes I feel like that's all I need.
guess i'll have to deal.
in my mind, i've kneeled to you & cried.
in this heart, my yearning towards you will not subside so easily.
my soul is screaming..
there's a spirit looking down..
such disappointment,
destroying me.
false reality you try & pull her into..
worn limbs, shattered smiles, heavy eyes.
the pain is swelling..
so fake, you keep on, like a robot, with no cause...
fuck these man-made laws.
I don't need your restriction to enjoy myself.
these rules crash down, fallen stones on the ground..
I will blow away with the leaves, for I am not stablized as the trees.
some night, near or distant, I will fly up & greet the moon..
when I get there, i'll ask, "is it still too soon...?"