I can't feel it any more
I can't reach it any more
Is this the end of it all?
Or is this the final fall?
No, this is where I say goodbye
This is where the end starts
This is where I'll see myself
Floating out to endless skies
Have I lost the magic gift?
Or have I left the golden throne?
I won't reach it ever again
And I won't feel it ever again
I've left it all behind
I'm going out of my mind
Setting myself free
I can no longer see
Only dark holes behind my eyes
Where the past, present and future lies
Ooohh! Those memories, sweet memories, oh yeah!
Where all visions were of eternal everlasting youth
Where the grass grew like soft green blankets of comfort
And life floated out through endless skies
© 1990
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Siamese twins that's what we are
Always together, never apart
When I need you you're always there
Comforting my broken heart
You wash away all my fears
And support all my tears
You would never run out on me
That's why I've loved you all these years
Never thought I'd have a friend as dependable as you
Never thought I'd have a friend as reliable as you
There will never be anyone any where near as good you
You are my best friend, yes you're my best friend
You give me so much confidence
Don't know what I'd do without you
You're the only one I can talk to
When I'm hurt, you're my first aid
I don't need anything else but you
You give me all that I need
Love, comfort and confidence
When I buy you satisfaction is guaranteed
© 1988
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Make any scene you need
Fake your intentions now
Break all your promises
Take all that’s good from me
Stay with your evil games
Pray all the guilt away
Slay all the demons now
Pay for your sins today
I am not surprised Please
Your innocence long gone Don’t
Vanished with your soul Save
Together with your heart Me
I am not surprised Please
Your innocence long gone Don’t
Vanished with your soul Save
And opened up your Me
Hate it’s all that’s left in you
Bait all the suckers now
Wait for your hollow prize
Fate won’t be here today
Buy all the friends you need
Sigh in your emptiness
Cry at your loneliness
Die with your bitterness
I am not surprised Please
Your innocence long gone Don’t
Vanished with your soul Save
Together with your heart Me
I am not surprised Please
Your innocence long gone Don’t
Vanished with your soul Save
And opened up your Me
Haaaaaaaaaate!
You’re always trying to cross that fucking bridge you burnt
You’re always trying to cross that fucking bridge you burnt
You’re always trying to cross that fucking bridge you burnt
You’re always trying to cross that fucking bridge you burnt
I am not surprised Please
Your innocence long gone Don’t
Vanished with your soul Save
Together with your heart Me
I am not surprised Please
Your innocence long gone Don’t
Vanished with your soul Save
And opened up your Me
Always trying to cross that fucking bridge
Always trying to cross that fucking bridge
Always trying to cross that fucking bridge
Always trying to cross that fucking bridge
Haaaaaaaaaate!
A tremble and shiver, that slight burning pain
It’s now time to quiver and stand in the rain
The visions are blurred, thoughts racing insane
Boredom’s been cured, I’m happy again
Climbing momentum, the feeling I love
Can’t stop it now, I’m rising above
That level of comfort is boiling away
Lost all control, I’m flying…
Again! Riding that coaster
Again! Travelling spaceward
Again! Fucking the angels
Again! Frying my brain… again
A sick god is calling, calling my name
Promising fortune and stardom and fame
I cannot respond, I reject this foul game
Swallow the square, wake the senses again
No sense of reason, it’s fading away
Illusions so clear are here to stay
Nothing is sacred, it’s all in play
4th dimension penetrated…
Again! Riding that coaster
Again! Travelling spaceward
Again! Fucking the angels
Again! Frying my brain… again
Another Cry In Despair
Another Cry In Despair
Another Cry In Despair
Another Cry In Despair
{i haven't slept much at all,
sinse you came to me...
i'm finally tired
i'm tired of it all but i love-..i love...}
you're like a
pillow of pines
you're like a
fire in my walls
a spark out of sight
while the fire place is cold
exhausted
burnt out dream
through the smoke
you lure me in
i'm still fixed on you
this broken alarm clock
never rings true
the fire alarm too
but hun,
come...
i'll strip the paint
off this makeup world
it'll drip off your face
who's leading who on?
you can't enter the gates of hell
and dance around the fire
a surrender flag half way up
painting back on the colors
well that's gonna get you no where
what's done is done
but that's gonna get you no where
what's done is done
had my sights set, walking wounded
don't step in front
softly surrender
into the mud you slung
standing under
the virgins crown
i think ya
should step aside
dripping way
too much face paint
dizzy
are the stars
in your eyes, in mine
you'd be better without the lies
but the podium was made to deny
you'd like to think
you've got a chance
till it's way passed over
there's blood on the hands
that doesn't equal
blood on the door
but hun,
come again
i'll strip the paint
off this makeup world
it'll all drip off your face
who's leading who on?
you can't enter the gates of hell
and dance around the fire
a surrender flag half way up
painting back on the colors
well that's gonna get you no where
what's done is done
but that's gonna get you no where
what's done is done
had my sights set, walking wounded
don't step in front
softly surrender
into the mud you slung
when i was younger
i said i'd stand between
all of hell and you
but you're the one who's divided
factioned by yourself
paper cutting the book of love
bent pages-let me get this straight
i didn't mean "the hell you'd put me through"
you can't enter the gates of hell
and dance around the fire
you destroyed everything
and can't see me anywhere for miles
don't ask me why..
i'm looking for you
exhausted
burnt out dream
through the smoke
you lure me in
i'm still fixed on you
this broken alarm clock
never rings true
the fire alarm too
but hun,
come...
i'll strip the paint
off this makeup world
it'll drip off your face
who's leading who on?
you can't enter the gates of hell
and dance around the fire
a surrender flag half way up
painting back on the colors
well that's gonna get you no where
what's done is done
but that's gonna get you no where
what's done is done
had my sights set, walking wounded
don't step in front
softly surrender
into the mud you slung
crying in my urn
{who's leading who on?
who's leading who on?
who's leading who on?
who}
Verse 1:
Etearnally, I'm your's to keep.
Just say we're together, babe.
If I knew you were mine to keep,
I wouldn't have wasted time.
Chorus:
Take a chance on me.
Take a chance on us
What have we got to lose?
You're mine to keep.
Verse 2:
Don't be afraid of this love.
You don't have to fear this love.
Where there is love, there is peace.
I'm your's to keep.
Bridge:
Days go by.
I thought I heard you call out my name.
But, it was in vain.
How I long to hear you say the words: "I Love You."
Last-Chorus:
Are you afraid to love someone?
Do you have wounds and scars in your heart?
'Cause you've been hurt before,
I promise I won't hurt you.
For, I'm your's to keep.
Verse 1:
I have witnessed many having to say their final farewells and goodbyes once and for all.
Ships starting to arrive on the dock,
Horns blowing nad tooting within the distance,
To inform passengers
Soon after to abroad the ship.
Anchors dropping into the sea,
To stabilize the boat.
Putting it on balance.
Pre-Chorus:
Such a hefty wound, it carries within one's heart,
Only coming to realize that later on...
Chorus:
Words left unspoken,
Need not be said.
Evidently, our guilt takes control
Controlling our emotions in a split second.
Closing down and narrowing is thse walls
One hsa built as a lifesaver
To ensure they are alive and living.
No risk being lost and isolated at sea.
Verse 2:
A wounded heart so vanished at sea,
Flowing freely across the tranquil ocean waters.
Bridge:
Amid the breeze flowing,
Tides rolling and crashing before us.
2nd Chorus:
Its illumination guided me
To the path I should have chosen and ended up with.
Best believe it:
Sometimes, we all are not necessarily lazy.
More along the lines of discouragement.
Not necessarily smart or intelligent.
Just have our priorities straight and in order.
We are average.
Last-Chorus:
So, in the end, the ocean is turbulent and calm as it can be.
Let loose your wings...
Fly away into the distant skies
Overhead the ocean in our paths
Somehow, we manage to get through it all.
Close our eyes...
Dreaming of flying away...
Spread our wings and fly...away!
Free at last with our wings outsretched.
Yes I'm walking down that country road
Steel-string guitar is my only load
Walking for miles, nowhere in mind
Walking for miles just to see what I find
When I find what I want, I'll go home and leave the blues behind
Yes I'm walking down that country road
Just watching the sunset go
Seems to sink slower than ever
Just like my blues it seems to stay forever
But...
Still walking down that same old track
If the blues don't go I'll never come back
I can smell the grass and smell the air
Yeah, the freedom seems so endless here
And...
© 1989
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The Universal truth - that picture seems so clear
I understand it now but all I feel’s despair
Was I buried alive? Did the reaper arrive?
Was I buried alive? Did the reaper arrive?
All I see is an end to the lie (that you became)
An endless sea of broken dreams is what remains
The shimmering twilight blinds my impaired vision
Can never seem to make emotional decisions
Am I part of who I am? Or am I just fictitious?
Am I part of who I am? Or am I just fictitious?
All I see is an end to the lie (that you became)
An endless sea of broken dreams is what remains
Now I stand before my fate and ponder its existence
Life has no consequence, just meaningless resistance
Are you ever really there? Or am I just in dreaming?
Are you ever really there? Or am I just in dreaming?
All I see is an end to the lie (that you became)
An endless sea of broken dreams is what remains
© 1999
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