March.27.2011
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
In the begining was great
But towards a month passing
I started to get a feeling of hate
And wondering if we would be lasting
You tell me you didn't do a thing
My gut tells me a different feeling
To my heart forgiveness I try to bring
But no matter how hard it tries
My heart is having a hard time healing
At night....Every night it cries
I know of the hints they are revealing
I pray none of them are true lies
I promise you from the start
That I'd stick by you no matter what
But you also promised you wouldn't break my heart
And now it's going back to being half shut
It's beaking apart
I will keep to my promise we won't ever part
I hold on to what you have told me
But if when our love becomes a lie
I will have no choice but to set you free
I don't want to really though
Because my heart will then fully die
And I will be left with pain
With nights of tears to show
And I'll be alone....all alone
I'll be left to cry
My heart then turns to stone
All because love became a lie
The promise you made to me
You never were ever going to keep
The love you said you gave
You promised you would never leave
My heart got broken my chest caved
Your words you lead me to believe
All that came out of your mouth was true
But now my heart bleeds
Of pain and agony
And I'm crying on my knees
How much I'm broken apart
Don't tell me you didn't know
I promised you I wouldn't leave
But your love you no longer show
Maybe it's time you give me back my heart
You said you would stick by my side
For me you'd always care
But I see now that was a lie all along
You lead me on and that's not fair
Maybe we don't belong
You told me your love would never end
You said you'd always be faithful
And always your love you'd send
But you no longer call me beautiful
Now we just feel like friends
My love I don't think with you I can share
I believe now you were pretend
Copyright
Dad, where are we?
We are at a fair, my little fairy,
What sort of fair it is?
Well, a fair of the butterflies.
Dad, can butter fly?
No, how can butter fly?
But a butterfly,
Can certainly fly.
Look, how dazzling the multihued butterflies are!
These are a rare gift of nature, 'my dear'.
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it isn't that
anyone's mind
is being read
that just isn't possible
same as blue
isn't red
*
but it's because
when you're close
to the universe's needs
what you ask will
be answered
wrapped up gently
in love's seeds
*
patience must be learned
the guidance can be thin
you can't rush it you have to wait
for it to surface from within
*****
9:46 AM 7/6/2013
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.........
I opened my eyes today
And welcomed the warm sunlight
Put a smile on my face
Just in case today doesn’t go right
I thought of some good times
And pushed out some bad
Put some thought into
Things I’ve never had
I don’t want what I can’t have
I don’t wish for more than I do
I have always known
Good things will come to you
But I asked today
For one simple thing
Let me lay down my demons
So I can open my broken wings
I need to fly, to be free
I need the wind in my hair
So I can believe for one moment
That life really is fair
Can you help me my friend
Can you help me move on
Even though I can’t really say
I can be that strong
~Chrystal
Written on
August 1, 2007