normal

whats it like to feel normal

whats it like to feel normal 2015

 

 

whats it like to feel normal i sometimes ponder

to be like other people i think and wonder

i look out the window and see them walking

but i cant go out side and join them talking

somedays i think its a bad habit to live by

but im not strong enough and have to ask why

when i was younger i wasnt like this

but i feel like i'm falling in the abyss

and i still ask whats it like to feel normal

like going to dinner and dressing formal

i wish things were diferent but they never will be

others will never know and cant ever really see

that silent fight that i live with every day

for i will never tell and i wont ever say

to that person on the other side of this wall

i want to know whats it like to feel normal

 

 

                   zoeycup16

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i wrote this poem a couple of days ago cuz i have agoraphobia and i wanted to go take a walk but i had no one to go with me so i couldnt go.

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small, medium or large?

 

*

 

 

 it isn't that 

 

anyone's mind 

 

is being read

 

that  just isn't possible

 

same as blue 

 

isn't red

 

*

 

but it's because

 

when you're close

 

to the universe's needs

 

what you ask will 

 

be answered

 

wrapped up gently

 

in love's seeds

 

 

*

 

 

patience must be learned

 

the guidance can be thin

 

you can't rush it you have to wait

 

for it to surface from within

 

 

*****

 

 

9:46 AM 7/6/2013

 

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

what some mediums say

Knot of Normality - March 17, 2012

Hung by ropes of tension;

That're pulled so tight.

I'm suffocating, faking,

 

That I'll be all right.

 

I've got this knot,

Tied around my throat.

The knot of normality;

Secretly making me choke.

 

Pretended it wasn't there,

And that I didn't care,

I clearly didn't know,

The pain I couldn't show.

 

Each person pulling tighter,

On this rope so taut,

I cannot help the location,

In this knot I've been caught.

 

Ropes of everyone different,

Of people not listening,

Tie the knot of normality;

My blood so glistening.

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