March.27.2011
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
In the begining was great
But towards a month passing
I started to get a feeling of hate
And wondering if we would be lasting
You tell me you didn't do a thing
My gut tells me a different feeling
To my heart forgiveness I try to bring
But no matter how hard it tries
My heart is having a hard time healing
At night....Every night it cries
I know of the hints they are revealing
I pray none of them are true lies
I promise you from the start
That I'd stick by you no matter what
But you also promised you wouldn't break my heart
And now it's going back to being half shut
It's beaking apart
I will keep to my promise we won't ever part
I hold on to what you have told me
But if when our love becomes a lie
I will have no choice but to set you free
I don't want to really though
Because my heart will then fully die
And I will be left with pain
With nights of tears to show
And I'll be alone....all alone
I'll be left to cry
My heart then turns to stone
All because love became a lie
The promise you made to me
You never were ever going to keep
The love you said you gave
You promised you would never leave
My heart got broken my chest caved
Your words you lead me to believe
All that came out of your mouth was true
But now my heart bleeds
Of pain and agony
And I'm crying on my knees
How much I'm broken apart
Don't tell me you didn't know
I promised you I wouldn't leave
But your love you no longer show
Maybe it's time you give me back my heart
You said you would stick by my side
For me you'd always care
But I see now that was a lie all along
You lead me on and that's not fair
Maybe we don't belong
You told me your love would never end
You said you'd always be faithful
And always your love you'd send
But you no longer call me beautiful
Now we just feel like friends
My love I don't think with you I can share
I believe now you were pretend
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November.3.2013 7:20pm
Trisha Barrek Hopkins
It seems like you're slipping away
This thought could be wrong
I just want you to stay
Our love to be strong
I don't want it to be just about sex
Or who could tease more
I just want to hold you till next
I want you to adore
You don't love me like you use to
Like the first day we really met
Then it's like you knew
You had our life set
Now it seems like you don't give
You don't hold me as much
Without you I won't live
All the time I want to feel your touch
Baby I love you too much to let go
So I hold on
I think you don't know
I hope when you figure it out it's not long
You are the only one for me
There is no way I would leave
Can't you see
What can I do to make you believe
I can't sleep at night
Knowing what I know
How can I make you understand
Your love I just want you to really show
If you're not here where is my heart
Suppose to land
I gave you my heart
It seems like you don't care
But everything is falling apart
Why are you so afraid to share
Your thoughts and dreams
Together with you would make me
So filled with joy
Together we would make a wonderful team
Someday in the future I'd like to have your boy
There is one source of love
And you and I can cherish
The blue sky above
If you tell me bye my heart wil parish
It's like you don't love me
Like you use to
Inside my heart bleeds
I wish you knew
That my heart..you is all it needs
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Without you ,
The nights seem so lonely,
The days drag on.
Without you,
I’m not at home,
My bed feels so foreign.
It feels so right,
Laying in your arms,
Feeling your warmth.
It feels wrong,
To say goodbye,
To watch you drive away.
Without you,
Going on feels impossible,
Life is unbearable.
Without you,
Waking up seems pointless,
Sleep is torture.
When you’re not around
I miss your laugh, your smile,
The way you hold me close
And kiss me
You longing, loving gaze
And gentle touch.
I miss laying with you,
And knowing everything
Will be alright.
I miss being
Your misses…
The Power Shift
As the tingling sensation takes over my body and mind
I drop to my knees and begin to feel the ground as if there was something to find
I can't help but look towards the sky realizing my own demise
Shaking uncontrollably as my mind falls apart and what was me slowly dies
Now my mind has been undone, I have lost all control
Lost control of all of my mind, body, and soul
As my old self continues to suffocate, I now arise
Seizing control with a new foundation, new goals, and that insane look within my eyes
Power has shifted as my old self fades, fades away as I laugh close by
Wondering what I should do with all of my power now that I am free to take what is mine
It does not matter, I am finally free to do as I please, finally free
Now it is time to proceed…