Hey daddy? Don't you remember me? No, because you're ice cold. You have no heart. You have no soul. It's criminal. Sticks and stones and broken bones. You're evil and all you do is drag me down. It doesn't matter what you say to me anymore. You always knew that you were the one that I adored. People say that it's hard to believe, but hey daddy? Don't you remember me?
Hope fall as i fell asleep,
Eyes blinks yet blank unto my eyes,
Memories fades with streams of my own blood,
Surrounding my veins with Strokes,
Yet deprived my heart with your innocence,
Though reads unknown but attacked,
Attached through your evil deeds,
Yet reads unknown with my breath.
Wish i could die this instant
Tear all these voices inside my head
Though thunders my heart with your anger
Pulling my eyes out of the sun
Sweating all my tears to the ground
Tearing my heart with your sadness
If only I could die
Maybe my tears would finally dry.
You looked at me so easily,
You loved me though you didnt know how to,
You drove me wild with your words,
Bewitched me with your smile,
Drugged me with your essence,
But how can I love not knowing how to be loved.
Illusions of bitterness beclouding my thoughts
The closer the deeper, the pains still hurts
The betrayal still lingers, memory refreshes
The prospect of reoccurrence flashes before my Senses
Divine orders asking to let go
If only I had the guts to confront my closest foe
The ever brewing thoughts that to err is human
I won’t fall for that for betrayal is inhuman
And if all my Judgements are washed away
Then the wind blows my thoughts astray
Yet will I not forget your grievous betrayal
For it is written in the tablets of my heart forever
Verse 1:
If you tell me that
You don't care about us
About today, tomorrow, and the future
Then I won't care about us either.
Chorus:
All the lies you've fed me
Made me cold and indifferent.
With a blacken heart,
I move on without you.
Verse 2:
I betray myself
To fulfill your expectations.
Quietly, lightly, I won't care about afterwards
As long as you are happy.
Bridge:
Rain falls down the rooftops
Falling down the window panes
Of my dreams.
I let you go.
Last-Chorus:
I've come to realize
That life is much better off
Once you are gone.
Farewell, my lover.
This anger inside has rattled my cage
I hide it in a bottle labled rage
I;m sick of its tormenting lies
As it pokes and prys
And searches for a release
It begs pretty please
I keep telling it no, but it gets harder with time
I grab a bottle of tequilla and fuck the lime
I drown my sarrows and shatter my memories
With this broken bottle I sever my arteries
Laying there feeling guilty, I let my soul leave
I sigh and mutter, I just wanted one to believe
My blood's thickening, please just cauterize
'Cause in my final thoughts I finally realize
I take a breath and start to fight
Don't give up, I can see the light
My wife and kids are there crying
Please stop, I'm not dying
Then I hear them praying a prayer
As I look down at my cold dead stare
Laying in my coffin, I know it's too late
But, then I wake up sweating, It's not my fate
I roll over to kiss my wife
She's not there, is this still my life?
Fuck this world, fuck this life, fuck you if you give me strife
I don't care, I don't wanna care
This world is doing nothing but leaving me bare.
Tell me, what's stopping me,
from grabbing this blade, cutting, and watching me bleed?
You don't care, so why should I?
You'll just walk if you see me die.
Have you ever…
Thought someone cared,
And then they didn’t?
Thought you cared,
And you didn’t?
Would you ever…
Trust someone,
If you knew they didn’t care?
Be entrusted,
When you know you don’t care?
Why do we…
Lead each other on?
Break each other’s hearts?
Crush each other’s hopes?
Leave each other broken in the dust?
Why do we pretend
To care at all.