Eighteen Hours


Checking my email address

Your name popped out of nowhere

Never seen you anywhere

Couldn't put my mind to rest


You were just a stranger

But I was just braver

So I went on to try

Maybe there's reason why


We exchanged numbers

Chatted about our lives

Had a lot of drawn smiles

Don't know where we were


Three hours of talking,

You said I made you laugh  hard

One hour of texting,

You said, "I'm looking forward"


Just when I thought you were the best

You proved me you were like the rest

For some reason, you apologized

For some reason, I do not know why


You left without notice

You left my world hanging

I tried to reach out

But you put me down


What did I do to make you change your mind?

Eighteen hours, I had hope

What did I do that you played like a child?

All those hours, I felt home


Maybe this is your usual game

Maybe you fool people this way

Breaking hearts in a blink

Drowning hopes as they sink


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We Dance


Lights go fade and 

It's twelve o'clock

Fairytale ends 

But not this one


When you look at me, sparks fly

When you hold my hands, I die

They tell me, "Stay away"

Part of me wants to stay


This is the night I've been wishing for

This is the part I've been dreaming for

This is no more illusion

This is a perfect vision


Don't put the lights off

Say the words I wished you'd say

With your lips so soft

Free your shoulder, there I'd lay


Lead my feet with your commands

Make them move from where I stand

What we are has no brand

We dance like there's a band


I wish this moment never ends

I pray to God you'd comprehend

What lies within my heart

That we'd have perfect start

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Old Friend


Here comes the golden age

But we grow far each day

Like the moon, I can't reach you

Like the sea, I'm just so blue


I don't know what to say

It's like life has its own way

To make people go gray

I have to find my own way


I want to tell you something

How this bliss feels like

Each time, you left me hanging

Happiness soon dies


You know my heartbreaks,

Why do you leave me behind?

I opened my gates,

Why did you still stand aside?


I miss all of you already

I miss the times we told stories

I miss going out with you

I miss telling you the truth


You leave me behind again

Maybe this is how the world works

You don't dine with me again

I wish we'd go and laugh once more


Giving Them Back


It was a memorable night

Finally, I woke and saw the signs

My own damnation was delayed

The salvation came right away


I'm standing at your room

Holding the only piece we two had

It's too hard to resume

Breaking all I had made you feel glad


I know we can talk this through

And hear your made-up excuse

Like you did the first time

This time, I'm very tired


I washed these pieces you gave me

To remind you I've been real

I'm giving them all back to you

What I want is to forget you


Clean and white is this glass you gave me

As innocent as I thought you'd be

The blade hurt me stronger than I thought

Everything was so wrong all along


The Pretender


Hey, picture this out

You held someone's hand again

You'd fool this one too I bet

Then leave the world down


In one special night

You danced together

As time passed you by

Everything's cheaper


I bet you two were happy

Till you committed bad sins

Your words were all uncouth

Putting everything down


You'd never notice them but

 Everything changed

All things turned grey

They all left you with disgust

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I closed my eyes and took a deep breath

And told myself everything was well

But the night went too dark

There was nothing like spark


I forgot you long enough

To reject you like a cough

But tonight, I couldn't be more hypocrite

'Cause tonight, I beg you to look inside deep


Solemnly, I flew to your feet

Suddenly, I found out they're real

Out of the blue, my thoughts were changed

Because of you, I see these days


Please don't turn your back from me

Forgive the things that I did

Make me feel alive again

Forever we'll never end

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Smiling Again


Whispers of the wind

Papers on my bed

Three hours of my sleep

Lonely words are said


The night is young

I hold my tongue

From telling the truth

Hiding it from you


You always have seen me through

You ask me to go with you

Somewhere I can smile

Away from their sight


It has been a long hard week

Take me now and be real quick

I want to go out and kill this night

I have to get out and smile tonight


Even if we see that menace

I know I'm happy with this

As long as you're with me

All things are like a dream


I'm smiling wide again

Fogetting what happened

I know this is a bit strange

I ask you don't go away


Nobody asks me if I am fine

My friends never bother to ask me that

Nobody like you make me smile wide

They don't know if I fake smiles or I am sad


The night is dying

I can't help laughing

Whenever you're here with me

I forget all those bad things

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