betrayed

broken

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Went in to hard

High hopes and that

All smiles and butter flies

Fly high sky high

Transparent and all

Nothing reflected on me

Give all I could ever think of

Her smile my priority and all that

Forgot about everything for a while

Its a paradise in hell

All good till it melted away

Broken heart all over the floor 

Me on my knees begging and all

Her on her feet never cared and all

See her walking away with my heart in her hand

I was just another challenge she defeated

A monument she conquered

A trophy she won

I got worn out from all the games she played

Damn she's a champ when it comes to this

Always finding myself in her plate 

And my soul was for here's to eat

How can I move on?

While my heart its still holding on

And nobody understands the pain

That I feel inside

Everyday I scream but I'm still unheard

Its like waking up from a nightmare

Just to find yourself in another nightmare

If only she could be the one

Who feels all of this

Cause my only sin was

To give all this love I have

Now I'm left with an empty void

That can't be filled

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Captivity

Stuck with your soul that's lost. 

It's gone forever.

It sucks mine in everytime.

You can't have mine I abolish it.

You devour what I am.

You steal what's inside of me

until I am dead. You take it all.

I can't have a fucking drop.

No one can. So how will you live now?

How will you go on?

Who's soul will you take captive?

You survive off the pain and hurt you inflict.

You watch it before you.

What you have created.

And you want more...

You take awe in what you've created.

You know what you will make next with your deceit.

But tell me now, when you know I love you.

And you take everything I was.

But I kept that drop.

You couldn't fucking suck because you were so goddamn lustful.

That drop is mine and I will always have it.

Because you didn't fucking kill me.

Im alive and you're dead because you're lost without me and your precious drop.

You will watch.

I warned you.

You picked your pills.

Have another.

So tell me now what the fuck do you have?

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Shattered

I've never been so angry.
I've never felt so battered.
I've never felt so hurt
But my trust was never shattered.

I told you all my secrets.
I never told you lies.
This should have never happened.
My trust should not have died.

How can i trust you again?
I feel so betrayed.
You might not have meant it
At least that's what you say.
But the words were still spoken
And it still hurt for days.

I have accepted that it happened.
I know what's done is done.
Doesn't mean i like it,
Especially since no one won.
And now my trust is shattered
How can this be undone?

Maybe one day i'll trust you again.
I guess someday we'll know
But until then i don't know what to say
Or even where we stand.
I hate that this has happened
But i know how to trust you, I know deep down i can.

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When Roses Grow Thorns

Above the rest you grow
beautiful you must know

mature and compose
as time goes some doze
but never does my nose
my sweet smelling rose

i promised to be gentle

i stuck to my decree
as thorns grew through thee
thorns sticking onto me
i came to see it was not me....

but of cold and sleet
simply had you beat

Author's Notes/Comments: 

my first and favorite poem. written in a sloppy iambic pentameter . I wrote this one about a girl who turned on me.

Endless Nights

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Endless Nights”

 

 

Endless Nights, losing fights

I've seen my time, living my life, is it a crime?

Does it look like I give a fuck

that I ran out of luck, and now I'm stuck

haunted by these endless nights, blinded by these bright lights

seduced by your hate, now my emotions you sedate

crawling back on my broken hands and feet

deflowering everything that is right and neat

throwing away any hopes for salvation

living in this lie of mutilation

I am forced to eat the shit you throw

but what you don't know, is that my anger will grow

in your lives that I will consume

bringing forth your fucking doom

for in my eyes, your diseased flies

your existence is nothing but lies

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

(Updated; From Psycho- Confessions)

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