Hidden Love

SOMEWHERE INSIDE

~Somewhere Inside~





It is very hard to talk

And describe some things.

Is much easier to walk

Away when you're in pain





                

Words have their own way

But sometimes they get stuck

Somewhere right inside

And we're out of luck







Wishing you to show me

What you're feeling

Isn't it quite easy

Heart's somewhat revealing







Keeping secrets

You and I have met

Misteries to you

And sometimes me too







But words have their way

To flow one day

Caring and healing

To show their loving













Dorian Petersen Potter

aka ladydp2000

copyright@2007







March,18,2007

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Sorry

I'm sorry that I never told you

The way I really feel inside

I'm sorry that I hurt you

I'm sorry that I lied



I'm sorry I closed up

When you tried to get close

I'm sorry I led you on

And gave you false hope



I'm sorry I looked away

When I caught you watching me

I'm sorry I could never be the girl

You swore you could see



I'm sorry for talking about him

When all I wanted was you

I'm sorry for all the hell

And bullshit I put you through



I'm sorry for letting you hold me

Then pushing you away

I'm sorry I never said

The things you needed me to say



I'm sorry for saying

You were crazy

That I didn't love you too

But most of all I'm sorry

Because my denial lost me you.

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So Stupid

Folder: 
Loving/Being Loved

So stupid,



How could I think that you would fall,

Spilled feelings from the start,

I should have known you didnt mean them all,

But it still shattered my selfish heart.



I always wonder what it would be like,

To get the prize of the draw,

But we're not the same, nothing alike,

So why am I still staring at you in awe?



All the dreams of kissing goodnight,

Lost, deep in your baby blue eyes,

A sense of everything being just right,

Before disturbed by my own cries.



Maybe all I want is to be free,

Or maybe I want you, I love you,

Do you mean anything to me?

Please, help me, give me a clue!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Damn you! lol

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"Ain't it Funny"

Ain't it always funny;

you watch her out on the street

beggin' for change, and

you could never guess

the pain that's there at best.

It hides behind her eyes,

dimming the world with

it's heart aching shadows.



She hates you,

They hate her,

You hate them...



Ain't it funny;

you see them kick her down,

but she stands back up.

Tears fall across her

cold, pale cheeks and

she's lost all dreams.



She hates you,

They hate her,

You hate them...



Ain't it just so funny;

you take her hands and pull her

up to her blistered feet and

give her one of those really

charming smiles that

seems to make everything okay.



They all glare at you,

and now they hate you,

and she loves you...

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Fading Dream

Folder: 
The Long Night

My heart is dropping slowly

And it's sinking day by day

Memories lost in alcohol

And I keep drinking them all away



I can't see their faces

And their names have disappeared

They become a ghost like me

Almost like they never were there



All I've left are glimpses

And they just don't seem all that real

Smiling, laughing and playing with friends

That time just couldn't heal



A few remain in my heart

But so many more just fade away

Like drifting rain drops in the wind

It's not hard to forget their fate



But there is a rare chance

By the passing of poison through my lips

That a memory becomes clearer and clearer

With each and every sip



It's some reverse mechanism

That is locked inside my mind

Unlocking my subconscious

To those I've left behind



It came to pass in this week's time

I saw a face I'd never seen

Though vaguely familiar

The thought seemed like someone from a dream



And as I washed down that week's pain

It slowly came to bear

I could see a smile with rose red lips

And long flowing auburn hair



It wasn't so much an image

But a feeling deep inside

Something I'd forgot to say

But I should before I die



She was from a time

When happiness seemed to come at ease

Where most of what I ever wanted

Was right there for me to see



I say this like it's long ago

But only months does my memory tell

Still the times are dark and cold

And my life has become my cell



But thinking of her, you know

Somehow it made me smile

Perhaps it was just the booze in me

For I had been drinking for quite a while



I gathered my friends nearby

And almost crying I told them why

I think they really understood

What could bring these tears to my eyes



They had known the girl too

But she had moved away some months before

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Pen And Paper

Folder: 
Raindrops

As my heart beat races faster

And my tongue falls to the floor

The words just inside my lips

Never make it to that door



How I'd love to tell you

That I think I'm what you need

Oh how I'd love to show you

How much passion's inside me



But my lips they will not open

My desires stay deep inside

A quick "hello" is all I have

For the candle in my night



I'm confined by pen and paper

Ever damned to only be heard

By the eyes of the patrons

Who dare look upon my words



Confined by pen and paper

Cause I'm trembling with fear

My broken heart is all I have

And I can shed no more tears



As long as I'm confined...

By the thin black lines...

Painted in shards of time...

Until the pen and paper they find...

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These Words

Folder: 
Beautiful Sky

As I sit alone and my pen writes these words

My heart flutters off on it's own accord

While my eyes are focused on this page

My thoughts lie with a vision of sorts



So crazy am I over this angel in pink

That my tongue will not obey my mouth

I'd give my world if she'd lean to me

Allowing me to be what she goes without



To look upon her face is to fall in love

Her charms she does not even see

No diamond or pearl can ever compare

To the glimmer she reveals to me



Her eyes shine and sparkle with the stars

Stolen from the night's dark horizon

More beautiful than the lunar beam's dance

And deeper than any ocean I'd imagine



Her lips blossom with the warmth of spring

In the shade of the purest divine red rose

An intoxicating venom enticing my thirst

For this splendor I am blessed to behold



I cherish every moment we spend in laughter

Each a painting more elegant than the prior

And her smile brings my heart a soft comfort

Like fresh kindling set upon a winter's fire



I wish this old heart of mine would mend

That the shattered pieces would somehow converge

So that boldly and intently I can say to her

These feelings I have entombed upon this paper



Her heart I would hold without hesitation

Protecting it eternally from all harm's way

I could be everything that she wanted

But these are words I will never say



So I sit alone and I write these words

Hoping that some day I may muster

The courage to speak from these lips

Of the beauty in which she ushers

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Stolen Angel

Folder: 
Raindrops

You stole my heart

And I can't figure why

I can't seem to keep you

From running through my mind



There is no hope

Because this will never be

More than a friendship

But I'll still wait patiently



For you to see that

I'm standing right here

I want to be your angel

And to take away your darkest fears



I want to hold you in my arms tonight

Even though none of this seems right

To me you're like a breath of life

Taking away all my pain and strife



Love is a dagger

Bleeding through my heart

A thousand layers of anger

That I can't tear apart



It's killing me

And now the world can see

I'll never be whole

Until my angel is set free



Tears falling down

Like rain drops on the ground

She means so much and yet

I can't tell her what I've found



I want to hold you in my arms tonight

Even though none of this seems right

To me you're like a breath of life

Taking away all my pain and strife



My eyes are shut

And my arms held wide

Waiting for the day

My angel can see inside



What she will find

Is hers to keep

Passion undetected

That lurks deep inside of me



But she'll never know

The way I really feel

She'd just turn her head away

Because none of this seems real



I want to hold you in my arms tonight

Even though none of this seems right

To me you're like a breath of life

Taking away all my pain and strife

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Its so beautiful,the thing called Love

Warm summers, cool breeze

starry nights, laying by the sea.

Dreams of a different life,so peacefull and nice

Looking into your eyes, everything feels so right.

The nice green grass, bright blue sky

Everythings great,having you in my life.

I dont need money,i dont need fame

I dont need diamonds,all those things are lame.

Just thinking of you puts a smile on my face

Chilling with you, at the perfect place.

You dont have to say anything to make me grin

What makes you perfect is everything.



Warm summers, cool breeze

starry nights, laying by the sea.

Dreams of a different life,so peacefull and nice

Looking into your eyes, everything feels so right.

The nice green grass, bright blue sky

Everythings great,having you in my life



Kai

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