These are my old poems... Obviously?
I don't actually remember a lot of poems I posted in here, so forgive me for that. I know I have a few that seem a little morbid but to my defense, poetry is supposed to be a deep feeling. So please enjoy.
I know it says 2005 - 2008 and I also know I have a few 2009's in there but honestly, I am still trying to get everything sorted out on this one. But! My newer poems are going to be somewhere as soon as I figure out how to get that part done. It's a work in progress.
Thanks.
-R
| Title | Comments | Views | Updated | Posted | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 1 | Ashes to Ashes, The End Is Near | 236 | 2010/11/23 | 16 years ago | |
| 2 | A Short Story: The Wedding | 235 | 2010/11/23 | 16 years ago | |
| 3 | War of Love | 206 | 2010/11/23 | 16 years ago | |
| 4 | Love, A Storm Unkind | 208 | 2010/11/23 | 16 years ago | |
| 5 | I Can't | 2 | 272 | 2010/11/23 | 16 years ago |
| 6 | Hidden Love | 289 | 2010/11/23 | 16 years ago | |
| 7 | Love's Innocent Mystery | 1 | 256 | 2010/11/23 | 16 years ago |
| 8 | You Did Nothing | 208 | 2010/11/23 | 16 years ago | |
| 9 | I Miss You | 1 | 212 | 2010/11/23 | 17 years ago |
| 10 | I love you more | 1 | 270 | 2010/11/23 | 17 years ago |
| 11 | Killed My Best Friend (comedy w/ s.a.b) | 217 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 12 | Hollow and Empty | 195 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 13 | Untitled | 328 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 14 | I Was Starting To... | 194 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 15 | My Wish | 209 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 16 | Self-Hate | 357 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 17 | Lost in the Self Image | 318 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 18 | I Long To Feel... | 219 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 19 | Two Teenage Lives | 202 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 20 | Dying Slowly | 198 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 21 | Is It As Bad As It Seems | 164 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 22 | Do You Dare | 200 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 23 | Deathly Cost | 203 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 24 | Love Untold | 312 | 2010/10/11 | 18 years ago | |
| 25 | Reflections of Storm Clouds | 1 | 196 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago |
| 26 | My Missing Light | 185 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 27 | Maybe Just An E-Mail | 154 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 28 | The Perfect Prom Date | 201 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 29 | Don't Leave Me Here Lost and Alone | 321 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 30 | Let Me Decide | 287 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 31 | To Whom It May Concern | 348 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 32 | I Can't Undo the Way it Used to Be | 192 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 33 | Lost and Confused | 245 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 34 | Her Life Has Fallen Apart | 219 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 35 | A Love so True | 204 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 36 | Love Is... | 215 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 37 | Everyday is a Gift | 188 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 38 | What Do You Want | 190 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 39 | So Many Times... | 188 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 40 | On An Old Pizza Box | 368 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 41 | In the Pouring Rain | 186 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 42 | Pain of Lust | 188 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 43 | World Painted Black | 204 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 44 | Patch the Hole | 205 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 45 | The Book | 218 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 46 | Suicide Unknown | 220 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 47 | Leaving: The Hardest Thing I Could Do | 282 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 48 | Not What I Intended | 301 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 49 | This Scares Me To Know | 220 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 50 | I Know You Miss Me Too | 241 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 51 | Truth? | 189 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 52 | Hide The... | 190 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 53 | I love you, bye. | 171 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 54 | We'll Work Out | 207 | 2010/10/11 | 19 years ago | |
| 55 | Stay By My Side (Song) | 237 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 56 | What The Fuck Did I Do Last Night | 1 | 203 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 57 | Why Do I Stay? | 200 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 58 | New Chapter of Happiness | 337 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 59 | Family: Truth Unfolds | 1 | 184 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 60 | Slice Me | 186 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 61 | Running Away From Home | 180 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 62 | I Hope You Mean It Too | 187 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 63 | Can I Die Now? | 177 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 64 | No One Is Happy | 192 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 65 | Doing My Best | 232 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 66 | For The Rest Of My Life | 1 | 239 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 67 | Where I Am Supposed to Be | 203 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 68 | Please Dont Go. | 183 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 69 | I Want To Be Alone | 2 | 195 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 70 | No Matter What | 325 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 71 | Sixteen Candles: Birthday Wishes | 213 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 72 | Why Dont You Love Me? | 187 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 73 | Sorry If You Hate Me | 200 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 74 | If I Died Today | 179 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 75 | I Don't Care | 167 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 76 | I'm Sorry God. | 196 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 77 | When Will This Pain End | 208 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 78 | I Turn and Walk Out The Door | 177 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 79 | A Year | 198 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 80 | Three Years | 183 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 81 | Trust and My Fear | 192 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 82 | Sorry For Today | 194 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 83 | Pain is Too Real | 177 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 84 | I Can Die Another Day | 202 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 85 | You Make Me Happy | 307 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 86 | I Pinch Myself to See if it's Real | 387 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 87 | The Very Begining | 335 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 88 | You're All I Got | 393 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 89 | I Love You | 307 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 90 | Fuck Everything! | 478 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 91 | I Think I Know | 291 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 92 | Don't Break My Heart | 340 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 93 | Dad, You're All I Have Left | 276 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 94 | If I Could | 324 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 95 | The Assignment | 151 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 96 | The Happiness I Had | 170 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 97 | Her Heart Crashed | 187 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 98 | IS IT MY FAULT?: A Cry to God | 187 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 99 | I Have Made My Mistakes | 197 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 100 | I've Suffered Enough | 182 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 101 | The One With The Pain | 158 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 102 | The Little Girl I Once Was | 198 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 103 | Step One; Step Two | 169 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 104 | Will You Marry Me? | 176 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 105 | I Miss You | 179 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 106 | Some Where I Don't Belong | 204 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 107 | What's These Mean? | 179 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 108 | Hurricane Katrina | 3 | 178 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 109 | I Didn't Want To Share | 352 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 110 | Do You Ever Think Of Me | 176 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 111 | Leave Me Alone | 183 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 112 | If I Could Hold You Near | 192 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 113 | A New Page | 180 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 114 | Blood Runs Cold | 166 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 115 | Worst of Misery | 186 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 116 | Keep It On The Low | 141 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 117 | Someone's Embrace | 182 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 118 | Am I A Mistake? | 316 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 119 | The Life I Know | 182 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 120 | Go. Leave. | 176 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 121 | [L.O.S.T] | 182 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 122 | Going To Wear A Smile. | 180 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 123 | The Final End | 193 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 124 | Band-Aids Cover Up The Blood | 206 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 125 | Apart of My Life | 182 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 126 | Momma, I'm Comin Home | 181 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 127 | The Heart Inside Is About To Decay | 171 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 128 | The Thought Of You | 191 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 129 | Wait and See | 194 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 130 | to hold my hand. | 213 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 131 | Broken-Hearted | 189 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 132 | Untitled -- 8.12.2005 | 176 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 133 | Dream Love, Without a Doubt | 167 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 134 | Failing You is my Fear | 179 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 135 | I Know You Love Me Too | 162 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 136 | How Can This Really Be? | 187 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 137 | Dancing | 204 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 138 | She Was Only 17 | 187 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 139 | Pills: I Live Only To Take Some More | 188 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 140 | Because She's Gay | 1 | 169 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 141 | Moon Light Serenade | 210 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 142 | Is There Someone Else? | 304 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 143 | Thirteen Roses: {With This Ring} | 352 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 144 | Now That Your Gone... | 301 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 145 | Dust in the Wind | 1 | 177 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 146 | It's Like... | 196 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 147 | Is It Okay? | 171 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 148 | My Fear | 176 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 149 | Suicide Note: I hope To Stay and Never Part | 153 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 150 | Suicide: Bidding the Last Good-Bye | 160 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 151 | Hurt Me | 183 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 152 | ALONE | 202 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 153 | Hurts to Dream | 183 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 154 | Let This End | 193 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 155 | Some Other Day | 174 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 156 | Let Me Give My Heart To You | 170 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 157 | I'm Drunk and I Wanna Go Home | 289 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 158 | I Don't Want Love | 177 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 159 | He's With Me | 1 | 196 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 160 | Don't Deny Me | 206 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 161 | Here In My Head | 182 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 162 | She's Just A Beauty Queen | 176 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 163 | Broken Home: Part One | 180 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 164 | Broken Home: Part Two | 179 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 165 | Saved by No One | 194 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 166 | If Something Happens | 1 | 187 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 167 | Forever Lonely & Sad | 196 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 168 | Two Weeks | 163 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 169 | Four Years. | 205 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 170 | Mother & Father, I Love You. | 171 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 171 | Blood Stains the Wall | 1 | 175 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 172 | The Ballad of the Last | 200 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 173 | Like Blood on the Knife | 190 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 174 | Stand Proud | 152 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 175 | Freedom & So Much More | 197 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 176 | More Misery | 180 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 177 | The Black Rose: The Rose of Death. | 162 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 178 | Put Your Arms Around Me | 178 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 179 | You're My Special Angel | 1 | 227 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 180 | The Night | 191 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 181 | Even If It's Not With Me | 1 | 182 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 182 | For This Time | 1 | 162 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 183 | Always Care | 205 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 184 | Go | 193 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 185 | Secret Love | 172 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 186 | Everything to Me | 180 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 187 | Fear | 174 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 188 | Like We Should | 176 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 189 | [[untitled]] | 185 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 190 | Searching For Something | 199 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 191 | Break It Into | 175 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 192 | You are the One I Miss | 170 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 193 | Guilt | 197 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 194 | Apology | 184 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 195 | I Miss Him : Reloaded | 195 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 196 | Hold My Hand | 177 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 197 | A Poem for my Nephew | 1,832 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 198 | This Fighting is a Reflection on Me. | 189 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 199 | Still Don't Love You | 1 | 197 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 200 | Divorce | 164 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 201 | My Dream Guy. | 158 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 202 | Leaving Here Today | 1 | 175 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 203 | You to be Gone | 1 | 181 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 204 | A Tear | 2 | 191 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 205 | Why Be Depressed? | 160 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 206 | Love in this House | 2 | 203 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 207 | Maybe You'll Know Me Too | 158 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 208 | Scars | 179 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 209 | Why Did You Die? | 170 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 210 | Standing. | 168 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 211 | Nobody Knows | 188 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 212 | July 5, 2004 - I Miss You | 253 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 213 | Is it my fault, Someway, Somehow | 221 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 214 | In My Heart | 169 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 215 | If It Is Good-Bye | 245 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 216 | I Will Find A Way | 1 | 182 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 217 | I Miss You More Than You Know | 1 | 169 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 218 | I Miss Him | 181 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 219 | A Cry For Help: I Beg You Mom and Dad | 168 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 220 | Here In My Heart. | 154 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 221 | Gone | 168 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 222 | Ended My Pain & Strife | 154 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 223 | Empty | 183 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 224 | Better Off Here Alone | 1 | 144 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 225 | Back In Elementary School | 1 | 155 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |
| 226 | A Poem for Momma | 178 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 227 | A Poem for Daddy | 172 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 228 | A Kiss Good-bye | 150 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago | |
| 229 | Graduation Nears | 164 | 2010/10/11 | 20 years ago |