Even If It's Not With Me

I am sorry for every pain I have caused you

I know I should be happy for you two.

We haven't broke up, but I feel it coming on

I feel that you have already left me and gone.



I first pretended like I was okay

Never thought this would be the day

I understand the jealousness that I put upon you

I am sorry, Chet, if you want us to be through.



She's your friend, that I should see

That you wouldn't do that willingly

I should put my trust in you maybe one day

All of this pain and distrust will fade away?



What am I thinking?  Who can I trust?

I'm sorry baby, You're the one I love.

I've been through pain you can't even relate too

I am only fifteen but I can see love too.



Open up your heart, let her love shine in

Just hope this isn't out very last end.

We can make mistakes, come running back

No matter what... I'll always cut you slack.



I wanted something new

Maybe you do too?

If this means me unhappy

Let it be.

I want you to be happy

Even if it's not with me.

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Kris Grula's picture

....silence, that's all I am left with. Lovely.