Trust and My Fear

I'm afraid you've been here with a diferent girl

If you have, it would ruin my whold world.

You tell me that she still has your ring

and To her it doesn't mean anything.



I see you talking on the phone, I dont have a scare

You say it's your mom and I believe trust is there.

I'm trusting you, beyond everything I've learned

So many bridges are left for me to yet burn.



I've burned the pictures of my ex-boyfriend

I'll admit, it was because of him that it ended.

It was hard, but I've found a way

To not want him with me today.



We've got plans that seem so right

I can tell when you want to hold me tight

I'm just wondering why would I find such happiness

There has to be something that I am missing



You asked me the question, I laughed but said okay

We're still talking and making plans here to this day

I can't wait to see if you are for real

I know I am. This is how I feel.



I didn't force you to say it. I didn't make you want to

I just helped it along, then you said "I love you."

The feeling shot through me like never before

This time, I know that life is worth more.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It's hard to trust someone after you've been hurt so many times before.  Kinda like your heart is telling you to trust the past.  I can't do that.  I love Jason and I trust him.  Although, I have some doubts, he knows that I'm just scared to lose him.
I love you, Jason.

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