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She starts her day out just the same as any other

She hasn't heard a single word from her brother

In ages

She'd like to think her life won't sink to the bottom

She tells herself she needs no help with her problems

Outrageous 

-She takes the pain and shoves it down

She swears that she won't let it out

Now all alone she starts to drown

In her own spiritual drought

And everyone around

Can see she's lost her crown

As she helplessly falls to the ground

She's become toxic now- (chorus)

She pops her pills now just to feel a little better

The alcohol won't help at all, it's crippling her

In stages

She likes to think her life can't sink to the bottom

She begs herself not to get help with her problems

Audacious

(Chorus)

She can't retract how she reacts, the damage is done

She can't erase all her mistakes, as she comes undone

In phases

She tries to think her life won't break at the bottom

She kills herself, refuses help with her problems 

Rampageous

(Chorus)

Please don't cry little one

Daddy will make your tears fade away

Don't be sad precious one

Daddy will make your world bright today

Don't be afraid my son

Sometimes you will fall and that's okay 

Just don't give up and run

Sometimes all that you can do is pray

Trust in yourself and you can do anything

Look in yourself to find what you are missing

Free your mind and you'll start to see

All you have to do is believe

Don't get mad little one

Daddy will help you find your way

Don't lose hope my sweet one

Even when this world seems cold and grey

Trust in yourself and you can do anything 

Look in yourself to find what you are missing 

Free your mind and you'll start to see

What you need to do is believe

All that you can do is pray

When this world seems cold and grey

Trust in yourself and you can do anything 

Look in yourself to find what you are missing 

Free your mind and you'll surely see

All you had to do was believe

Yeah I'm just a fat kid

I have to admit that 

I'm just a fat ass

A junkie for junk food

Give me a meal for two

I go to the drive thru

And order the menu

Then I'll order take out

And clean their supply out

Cause I'm a really really

Really really

Really really

Fat kid

Teen girl: 'Ew, gross! That kid is so fat, he literally makes me want to gag, like seriously, look at how fat that kid is.' 

I've got double wide chins

I've got really big tits

But I'm not even a chick

I can't even see my dick

And I'm not even 10 yet

I'm just so damn bloated

I can't sit on the toilet

Without taking a huge shit

Cause I'm a really really

Really really

Really really

Fat kid

Yeah I'm just a fat ass fucking kid

Kid: 'I'm so fat that when I do jumping jacks people think there's an earthquake happening'

The last 3 years have been a plague 

From lockdowns to bullshit mandates

I know you all have felt the same

God's just a little bit too late

To save us from our own self hate 

We've been digging our own grave

And now we must accept our fate

The time has come, it's judgment day

These motherfuckers have to pay

For all they've done, for how they made

This American tragedy

The damage done can't be erased

Every truth has been replaced

And all that's left is hate and rage

I see it in your sunken face

The future outlook seems so grey

We've been digging our own grave

And now we must accept our fate

The time has come for them to pay

Those fuckers need to waste away

For all they've done,  for how they made

This American tragedy 

It's just an American tragedy 

We are an American tragedy 

6/3/23

Call it destiny, call it fate somehow

But I finally know my purpose now

Is it my calling? No way of knowing

Test faith by falling, scars are still showing

You'll never know until you try

You have to try before you die

Everyone gets a chance to shine

For a small moment in life

Some are left waiting a lifetime

I was only thirty nine

I'm two decades in, but nowhere near out

My back to the wind, and I'm thinking how

This is my calling, finally showing 

Not scared of falling, I just keep growing

You'll never know until you try

You've got to try before you die

Everyone gets a chance to shine

For a small moment in life

Some are left waiting a lifetime

I was only thirty nine

6/10/23

The love we once had has been killed and left to rot in the ground 

It doesn't hurt anymore when I see you are not around 

It's easier to keep the pain inside than to Let it out

You blame me, but you should take a look in the mirror now

Maybe it's better this way

Maybe it's how things were supposed to turn out

Maybe I should

Drive the nail in the coffin

Pull the pin on the grenade

Maybe I should

Stand back while you keep falling

Become the monster you hate

Maybe it's better this way

The bond we once shared has become frayed and hanging by a string

It doesn't hurt anymore since I don't feel a fucking thing

It's easier to keep my words inside, don't say anything

You shame me, but when you look in the mirror it's unforgiving

Maybe it's better this way

Maybe it's how things were supposed to turn out

Maybe I should

Drive the nail in the coffin

Pull the pin on the grenade

Maybe I should

Sit back as you keep falling

Become the one thing you hate

Maybe it's better this way

It's better this way

It's better this way

Now

I know I should

Drive the nail in the coffin

Pull the pin on the grenade 

Stand back while you keep falling

Become the monster you hate

Become the one thing you hate

I am the one thing you hate now

Trust me, It's better this way

6/8/23

You understand the way I am now 

And I know you from inside out

I'll be the one that you embrace

And take the pain you cannot face

And everything will be okay

because I am with you each day

Sometimes I don’t think I can make it on my own

But then I think of you and all those thoughts are gone

You give me the strength to carry on

And on, and on, and

Whoa oh

You got me feeling like

I'm high and I'm never coming down

Whoa oh

You got me feeling right

For the first time I'm not upside down

Whoa oh whoa oh

(Chorus)

So now my heart is overfilled

With all the joy that you have spilled

I'll catch you if you fall from grace

And all your pain I will erase

and when I wake up next to you

I know all my dreams have come true

Sometimes I don't think I can make it on my own

But then I think of you and all those thoughts are gone

You give me the strength to carry on

And on, and on, and

-(Chorus)

I could write forever but words will never replace how I feel inside

And when we're together time seems to get lost in space

You fill me with pride

-chorus- (2x)

I've got an appetite for your flesh

I just want to see you undress

And then I'll take care of the rest

My heart is pounding out of my chest

I'll give you my absolute best

Your softness I must caress

-I want to love you like I'm dying tonight 

I love the way you feel when I am inside

I want to make you scream out my name all night

I just need to love you like it's my last night

Tonight- (chorus)

I'll take you out to the countryside 

We'll get drunk on the finest wines

And we'll have the time of our lives

Hypnotize me with those pretty eyes

Let me taste you, you look so divine

So open wide girl, I'll blow your mind

I want to love you like I'm dying tonight 

I love the way you feel when I come inside

I want to hear you call out my name all night

I just need to love you like it's my last night

Tonight

Tonight let's feel alive

I want to love you like I'm dying tonight 

I love the way you feel when I come inside

I want to hear you call out my name all night

I just need to love you like it's my last night, tonight

2/28/23

-Hard times and dark days

There ain't no stopping the rain

Bad crimes, twisted ways

Nothing can numb all the pain

Drift off to daydreams

Wish I could burn through this page

Life's not what it seems

This endless frantic rat race- (chorus)

I try to climb out of this hole

But every time, I lose control

And find my way at the bottom

Of it all again

Will it ever get better?

Will it ever get better ?

Will it ever get better ?

Right now

It just has to get better 

It just has to get better

It just has to get better

Somehow

Hard times and dark days

There ain't no stopping the rain

Bad crimes, twisted ways

Nothing can numb all the pain

Drift off to daydreams

Wish I could burn through this page

Life's not what it seems

This endless frantic rat race

I try to climb out of this hole

But every time, I lose control

And find my way at the bottom

Of it all again

Will it ever get better?

Will it ever get better ?

Will it ever get better ?

Right now

It just has to get better 

It just has to get better

It just has to get better

Somehow

Hard times and dark days

There ain't no stopping the rain

Bad crimes, twisted ways

Nothing can numb all the pain

Drift off to daydreams

Wish I could burn through this page

Life's not what it seems

This endless frantic rat race

Will it ever get better?

Will it ever get better?

Will it ever get better?

It just has to get better

It just has to get better

It just has to get better

Hard times and dark days

There ain't no stopping the rain 

Bad crimes, twisted ways

Nothing can numb all the pain

Drift off to daydreams 

Wish I could burn through this page

Life's not what it seems

This endless frantic rat race

There's no end it seems

It's the same old damn rat race

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