Watching you
By Jfarrell
I love how you wrinkle your nose like that,
When something gets your attention;
Yes, you, look up from your keyboard.
:-)
Yep, right there, you see me?
Silly question, you can’t see me…
The small blue light…
Just look up…
Just beside your webcam…
Yay :-) you found me,
Hi
Don’t panic (I see how your chest rises and falls with fear);
I’m not the creepy greasy-haired guy, who lives opposite;
(He’s quite a nice dude, by the way, helps old ladies across the road);
He can’t help it if he sees you… then his jaw drops and he just stares…
You are stunning…
But…
If you see me looking…
I’m not slack-jawed and mesmerised;
I look; I visualize…. in lurid, sweat and blood-soaked detail;
You can see the dark, calculating hunger in my eyes
That’s why I watch you from here
Through your webcam… your phone…
I am one of the million different faces who sit in the darkness…
Paid to watch you…
Recommended to watch you..
Excited by watching you…
All you do… in detail…
In digital technicolour.
Don’t Look
By JFarrell
Don’t look
You won’t, can’t see it;
What stalks you smiles, wide
It wants you to look
And fail.
You know it’s there
You feel its breath on your neck
You can hear its hunger.
Look ahead, straight forward
Look nowhere else;
Take the tiniest bit of your perception
And focus on the corner of your eye
You’re not looking
You’re not using your eyes
You’re just focussing….
THERE!
You saw it, didn’t you?
The watcher from the deeps
The devourer of all
Your loving shadow.
Don’t look
Don’t waste time looking
It’s really time for you to…..
RUN!
I have not touched you in the place I'd like to be touched
I have no way to describe its clutch
You may think that place we'll go is too much
I think it's a high we deserve as such
Emotions we'll share are like no other
This love had been known to smother
But I feel your need to be my lover
My heart is slow to accept another
Remembering you blinds me to all others
To feel you close is all I require
To shift my heart and take me higher
This place is where I long to be
This place we go where we are we
Here as I sit
I feel your eyes watching me
I turn my cheek and you're looking at me
Class ends as I watch you stand when I do
Racing me to the door
you push, rush to get through
Next class I won't see you
I'm sure you think of me too
My boyfriend kisses my face
Stalker kid watch me as I embrace
Home I lay, enjoy my music
You're obsessed, your souls sick
Drawing my name into your arm
Open wound you're hurt inside
Stalker kid, wish you could charm
Your dreams are a wild ride
Longing for me but can't you see
You and I could never be