I'm down ten feet below
Drowning in just one blow
Feels like I have been cut
Fooled myself just too much
I scratch thoughts I always knew
So I'm all alone so soon
I think life is like that
Knowing this makes me sad
Here I was again giving all I had
Sometimes I knew I was trying so hard
Diverting all the attention
Until I'd go to detention
God, I always end up alone
Nothing's glaring at my phone
I tried a million times
They never turned out nice
As hopeful as I could get
So, I am lonesome in my bed
Crumbled like a paper mess
So much for being honest
I don't want to wake alone again
I hope and pray all will turn out well
That God will answer the prayers sent
I still wonder wherever they went
I messed it all up
I don't care if I'm right
I don't think I can fight
I wrecked them all up
I'm sorry for my sins
Forgive me for my deeds
I don't care if I live
At least I told you these
Please give me beam of light
I beg you on my knees
Just want to go home white
Swim on the purple seas
I'll wait for you all night
I'll buy you glass of wine
Just let me see the sunshine
In peace, I'll say goodbye
When we are together this word stops
When we are together, I feel like I can fly
When we are together our love is un-breakable
But when we are apart, my world starts to crumble
Without you my wings are shattered
And without you, I know I’ll be miserable at best
So promise me you will stay forever
Promise you will never cause heartache again
Because you kill me when you act the way you do
I love listening to
A song of love and parting
Called "Round Midnight"
Sung by Linda Ronstadt.
Her voice gives life
To the lyrics of the song
And floods my eyes with tears
Every time, round midnight!
Living without the beloved,
And remembering the times,
When life had a meaning,
Beautiful and unending;
Can become a daily torture,
And drive one to the verge
Where nothing matters at all.
This is all the more true
Especially for pining lovers,
Mourning for their beloved,
Like me... round midnight.
She.
I meet you, with low expectations
looking for cheap thrills, and exciting nights.
But you smiled at me with realness,
And had love in your sights.
I was just a boy then
And didn’t know how to accept
But I put on my fake smile,
Not knowing what to except.
we were like kids again,
life suddenly seemed fun.
It felt like us against the world
And we were on the run.
But her feelings were true
To her I was the one.
Back then I was a boy
Just trying to have fun.
And so our plight began.
Down to earth we fell.
Then I knew I loved her
My heart could tell
But she was gone
And alone I stood
To think and wonder
If ever love again, I would?
love not forgotten, imperfect yet pure
sent to earth for a broken hearts cure.
we talked and laughed for hours on end,
til a few days later he said can i be your friend.
i scream and cry because he broke me heart,
after saying i love you, hoping we wouldnt part.
love is blind, seeing not whats ahead.
awaiting the moment when all hope is dead.
those words are hell to all who hear.
bringing pain and feeding on fear.
i try to forget the moment we met,
to block you from my heart feeling regret.
wishing to go back to that moment of awe,
when i looked you in your eyes and seen no flaw.
you had another with the key to your heart,
so i sat and watched as our love fell apart.
broken in pieces knowing we were no more,
was the beginning of heartache and the life you tore.
i sit here and let you tell me about her
the way she makes you feel
how you met her
how much you love her
but you dont know i love you
you wont ever know
the way you make me feel
how much i love you
even though im telling you your amazing
dose she ever tell you that?,no
oh well i dont think you are right for eachother
the words that killed us
then a month later you call
your crying and saying you love me....
littel do you know im sitting with my boyfriend
i had told you i wouldnt wait
you didnt belive me now you do
but just know i will always have loved you......